*Monday, May 10, 2010 *♥

fuck this emotional breakdown shit.
I can hardly breathe .
I'm munching on koko krunch to stop me from trembling.
Why!
Why is this happening to me ?!
Its always during my exam periods !
Fuck .
I cant cry too .
My heart is already bleeding tears .
I'm terrified .
Someone hold me and tell me everything is gonna be okay though its all fcuking bullshit !

Rah !
Today was a hectic day .
Woke up to mum's nagging as usual !
Then cleaned my mum's room and shifted my clothes to my room again .
Then talked on the phone with my baby (:
Miss him alot laaa !
Cant wait to see him laterrr (:
Hahahah .
Kaykay then went to bath to get ready to go to the Arlando's house as they were celebrating nicholas's 22nd birthday !
This time they didnt have an ASS as a cake !
It was a normal cake (:
Hahai , left there bout midnight .
Oh oh !
We watched Incredible Tales and Ghost Whisperer .
And like the first ten mins of a show named kurt something .
My mum and godmum were pratically screaming as there was a part where a bomb blew up and a guy kinda blew up too !
We couldnt even hear the bomb blowing up cause my two mums' scream over-powered it !
Can you imagine ?!
Gooodness .
Okay then anyways , we took the car to geylang to eat durian while my parents took a cab back home .
Hahahahah .
Soo happy ii managed to eat durian luh !
Like after dunno how freaking hell long !
Hahaha .
But there was a part damn sway lah !
Dunno what that bernard was doing , kept shaking his hand all .
So ii just loooked at him , suddenly ii felt something drop on me !
It was a fucking black lizard luh !
Like wtf !!
It was fucking gross okay !
ii felt soo disgusted after thaat luh !
Then after a while we all left and am at home now !
Its like 3 almost 4 in the morning already .
Hahahah , and everyone has to get up for mass at 11 tomorrow !
Hahahah .




Oh well , cant fucking sleep properly cause HE hasnt been answering my calls and ii'm fucking worried luh .
Ugh .
So fucked up now !
Why arent you answering my calls baby ? :(

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
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