*Saturday, September 30, 2006 *♥

wahhs .
alone at home now .
a good thing that no one will snatch the com away .
muhahas .
its been 3 days since ii last wrote .
hmm .
mum dun let me use all the crap larr .
soo selfish lar they all .
keep the com to themselves .
only when they not in then can use wan .
soo crap right ? selfish ppl .

ii hate 29 september 2006 !
ii hate wat happened yesterday .
ii am sorry too .
cause ii was having my gastrics and ii was in a bad mood .
ii wasn't pmsing .
ii just din feel well .
thats whyy ii was soo attitude lars .
dammit .
ii also dunno wats wrong withh me .
sorry ppl yesterday !

anyways .
ii still haven eaten since yesterday afternoon .
ii only drank waterr .
which ii only drink like 3 sips ?
HAIZ . II DUNNO WATS WRONG .
maybe ii am just missing someone too muchh .
haiz . maybe he doesn't love me no more .
well . then ii would wanna know wats gonna happen .
ii dunwan to drag things too long .
cause if we do . ii know we'll only be more hurt .
haiz . ii seriously dunno wat is wrong with us .
maybe GOD could helpp ?!





mused 10.37pm .

(ART)- (MISS.SU)
wahhs .
ii tell yer somethingg arr .
my stupid school art teacherr damn kaobei lars .
she soo wat wan lors .
she anyhow write my name on the board all .
she see otherr ppl walking just ask them go backk .
then she see me walking never care just write my name .
stupidd larrs . then ii dulan herr .
ii at my table bang the things then ii walkk to my fwen table sit .
cause we were not supposed to change seats or to even walkk around .
she din even know wat ii was asking my fwen .
then she accused me of walking all .
but if ii started sceaming across class she will scold wan right ?
NONSENSE LAR . do this cannot , do that cannot .
walao . stupid larr she .
then ii dulan herr ii keep shouting her all type of words . LOUDLY .
ii hack care herr lorr . my fwen say she keep staring at me .
ii told my fwen ii didn't care and she could stare fer all ii cared .
then my fwen just laughh larr .
then afterr that she talkk to me .
she say she told the class carn walkk around liao .
then ii sayy ii went overr to my fwens fer a reason .
to do the STUPID ART . then ii sayy if ii know ii would do it lor .
then she diam diam ferr awhile .
then ii sayy see ? nothing too sayy liao right .
then she say now that is another reason to write my name cause ii rude .
like wat the hell lars .
crapp know she . carn take her attitude . ACTION BO .
action untill all the class she teach the ppl all HATE HER .
GOOD LOR . who would like this type of teacherr de ?!
NO ONE . NO ONE AT ALL .

afterr art , is suppose to be PE .

(PE) - (MR.RAJA)
ii thought today would have pe .
cause ii saw the teacherr in the morning .
somemore in the morning ii made sure ii brought my pe shirt .
if not must run/walkk how many rounds around the field .
soo stupid right ? LAME also lars .
plus today was the last day of pe lessons till next yearr .( ii thinkk )
then the stupid teacher dunwan teachh lorr .
then all go backk class all .
soo dumb larr . everyone got shock .
the faces all look sooo funny !
hahas . then had to go back and change again .
soo nonsense . waste of time also lars .
HAHAS . but at least got to walkk aroundd all .
ahhas . thats wat my school ppl LOVE to do .
walkk pass corridors and stuff . see the ppl inside , disturb the teacherr inside .
hahas . nothing better to do wan larr my school ppl .
since pe normally got two periods , each period would change teacherr .
soo the first period was MR.RAJ .
second period one unknown teacherr . FEMALE .
she very wat lorr . recess release us late . one by one all .
her one by one is one whole row wan . retard . HAHAS .

(RECESS)- (eitherr vice-principals , principals , om and councillors)

(ENGLISH)- (MISS.FONG)
afterr recess was englishh .
that means its miss fong's periodd .
english , a sybject which ii like . BUT , it makes me SLEEPY .
plus , my class always take advantage of poor miss fong .
no one knows when to stop except ferr me .
wat a sad thingg larr . (HAHAS)
cause ii got the brains to stop !
unlike my otherr classmates .
then ii slept ferr about 5 mins .
DAMN SHIOKK . but had to wake up larr . (DAMMIT)
HAHAHAS . then gerald kena punishh !
he write on jia hao paperr F**K U .
then miss fong read it .
she HOT like wat lorr .
she shout and ask gerald go out of class all .
wahh sehh . she DAMN DAMN DAMN HOT .
ii think she almost explode lorr .
HAHAHHAS . then julaiha soo irrtating .
keep on disturbing me de .
walao . no peace at all .
then today adam neverr come school .
then ii had to sit alone . sing to myself .
and even talkk to myself . soo sad larr .
hahas . then we got back our class photo today .
everyone go around signing each otherr wan .
hahas . but ii got a few only .
cause ii only ask those ppl who ii wan their signature .
soo mean right ? hahas .
but ii carn have EVERYONE name on it larr .
ii thinkk the paperr ish too small .
andd ii bought the big big pic . HAHAS .
walao . my teacher's eye crooked ! HAHAHAS .
DAMN DAMN FUNNY .
but carn make fun larr . she our form teacherr .
HAHAHS .

(SCIENCE)- (MR.RAJ)
then afterr english is science .
which is mr.raj .
our teacherr change 5 time liao .
1 -- Mr.Raj
2 -- Miss Yeo
3 -- Mr.Raj
4 -- Mdm.Bhagha
5 -- Mr.Raj AGAIN !
wahh piang right ?
aahas .
soo funny .
Mr.Raj and Miss.Yeo is the best .
ii dun like the otherr teacherr .
she very wat de lorr .
stupidd larr .
then today we got tropical test .
then horr . ii finish liao ii look here and there .
then ii look at weilin . then weilin say the answer ferr no.39 is wat ?
soo ii sayy is option 2 -- alcohol larr .
then she sayy no no no . is option 3 -- sulphuric acid .
then ii change lorr . but ii know is sure wrong de larr .
WALAO . ZONG SIAL .
answerr is really option 2 and not option 3 !
walao . ii soo hot lorr . hahahs .
but ii sayy nevermindd . cause is ii also wanna copy .
soo ii say nevermind . so that teaches yer a lesson .
NEVER EVER CHEAT DURING A TEST .
STICK TO YER OWN ANSWERS .
DUN TELL PPL WRONG ANSWER AND DUN LET PPL CHANGE YOURS !
HAHAHS .
anyways , ii gotta go liaos .
ii not feeling well .
like wanna vomit sia .
EEEE . somemore got headache .
HAIZ . gonna die soon liao .
HAHHAS . really gotta go .











mused 10.22pm .

Blogged @
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

DAMMIT .
my MOTHER FOUND OUT MY PIERCINGG ALR .
DAMMIT LARS .
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH !!

she askk me take out lehs .
ii dunwan take out .
soo ii know only putting studds .
haiz .
when ii am home , it has to be emptyy . but if close ii wun peirce again .
HAIZ .
ii VERY VERY SAD .
ii wanna crys liao .
my own earr also carn pierce .
DAMMIT .
it is soo farking unfairr lars .
ARGHHH .
shout at me in front of soo many ppl all .
trying to embrass me ?
NO WAY .
II DUN CARE ABOUT FACE .
YER DISGRACED YER OWN .
II CARN STAND THIS "FAMILY" ANYMORE .
II RATHERR DIE .



GOD TAKE ME AWAY .
NOW . NOW . NOW .
a blue coffin ferr me withh stars on it .
ii wanna my favourtie songs to be played at my funeral .
THANKS .
DO THAT THING AT LEAST FER ME .
FER ME . JUST ME .

gonna change neew blogskin again .
ii got some blogskin as des and elaine .
COOOL HUH !








mused 4.16pm .

he finally called me yesterday .
din talkk muchh .
last then 5 mins put down le .
HAIZ .

anyways ,
ii finallyy did it !
ii put all our pics togetherr .
BUT ii look weirdd in it .
DAMN IT LARS .
and ii thought it was perfect .
ahhahs !
cause of the picture contrast .
stupidd larr .
HAHAS .
SOOO HAPPY .
II DID IT .
:))))))))))))))))))

anyways .
THE WORLD IS BLACK AND HEARTS ARE COLD .
SURROUNDED BY A MILLION PPL BUT II STILL FEEL ALONE .
HAIZ .
wheneverr ii thinkk about our relationshipp .
its SAD .
SIMPLY SAD .
HAIZ .
spoils my whole dayy .

gotta go liao .
haiz .
got cat class laterr .










mused 2.49pm

wahs .
ii got coughh .
soo sadd .
ahhas .
cough until like siao le .
throat damn pain sia .

wahh .
my steadd soo mean sial .
he use his fwen hp sms me YOU SUCK .
kao bei .
ii sooo dulan larr .
ii hate him larr .
but ii love him .
DIAO RIGHT !
anyways .
need go liao .





mused 5.16pm

OMG !!
desiree and me got same blogskin !
OMG !
soo coincidental lars .
walao .
hahas !

soo shouldd ii change or not ?
HAHAS .
ii dunno lehs .
lame right ?
ii got nothing to do sehh .
but ii am damn boredd .
talkking to chew kiat on the line .
he is soo boring .
ahhas !


anyways .
ii gotta go .





mused 9.11pm .

wahhh .
ii guess ii shouldd be satisfiedd now .
ii spent like an hourr only doing this skin .
well .
ii wonderr when ii'll everr be satisfiedd .
well .
stoping here .
dad nagging AS USUAL .

somemore got sinda in like 40 mins more ?
yuckk .
ii hate this stupidd sinda !

anyways , avlyn is NOT dead YET .
withhout the guy she loves beside herr .
ii doubt she'll live ferr longg )):










mused 6.13pm !

wahh .
ii just spendd a WHOLE DAY doing this thingg .
well .
ii am still not satisfiedd .
but ii gotta go .
soo ii will continue tomorrow .
a nicerr blogskin .
cause ii wan it to be PERFECT .
well .
ii gotta go .
see yer !




musedd 9.41pm !

din go to school todayy !
quite shiokk larr .
but parents were home .
until about 6 plus .
theyy left to go workk or somethingg .
hahas . thats wayy ii am able to use the computerr !
pathetic right ?
hhahas . ii din see a doctorr .
ii believe doctors are craps .
theyy just give us MEDICAL LEAVE .
to be excusedd in school larrs . haiyohh .

watchingg MONDAY MEGA MOVIE : TWISTER .
shiokk lehh .
got cows flyingg all .
walao . damn SHIOK .
hahhas .
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!
HAHAHS .

then ii got new "er zi (SON)"
HAHAHAS .
his name is ARON TAN WEE LEONG .
HAHAHS .
from my school .
all the wayy .
woodgrove primaryy togetherr to fuchun sec .
cooool huh ??
HAHAS .

anyways .
ii gotta go .
dad's laptop no more batteryy .
BYEBYE !







mused 8.31pm

afterr mass .
talkingg to moses(mangent) andd the rest .
soo we wantedd to go andd eat .
went to 7 eleven first .
then ii saw my school fwens .
err . upperr sec .
they askk me go overr .
askk me ferr cig .
soo ii said noo cause ii din have .
he say he ask me cause ii smoke .
then ii asked him where he going .
he going birthdayy party at marsiling .
yahhs .
then we did the good bye hand shake .
as usual .

went to my house coffee shopp take cashh from my sister to go eat .
she soo annoyingg larrs .
ii simplyy hate herr .
andd duhh , she knows .
and do ii care ? NO .
soo we walked to the kopitiam at THE WOODGROVE .
moses ordered some prawnn mee thingy .
ii ordered fried fishh shopp .
the rest din eat .
but they were making a mess .
they spill drinkk all overr the table .
from one side to the otherr .
the drinkk was dripping off the table .
then maria andd michelle had to go as their parents wantedd them to go home !
then the two idiots kristel and desiree followed them .
soo me andd moses were left alone .
bleedyy shit .
kinda awkwardd lars .
stupidd .
then neverrmindd that theyy left the two of us there alone !
guess wat ppl ?
my belovedd steadd and his WHOLE FAMILY WALKED PAST US .
imagine wat were going through their heads ?
me andd moses ?! EEW . NO . NEVER !
then afterr my stead parents walked past us .
my stead walkk past .
he was looking at first .
then he lookedd awayy .
ohhh myy goshh !
imagine how he felt ?
andd how ii felt ??
ii mean ii dunwan him to get wrong idea andd stuff larr .
because ii really reallyy LOVE HIM !











musedd 9.33pm ((:

SOMEONE GET HIM OUTTA OF MY MIND !
ii carn seem to forget him NO MATTER WAT II DO .
thats soo sickening , annoying , frustrating !
omg .
sivan punch shaharul in the face ?
OMG !
ii wasnt there too see it !
pathetic lars !
alamakk .
anyways , ii started withh my pencil again .
that means ii cut my hand .
haiz . pathetic ?
ii know . but ii carn help it .

he lied to me once .
ii was dumb enough to believe him over and overr .
thats cause ii carn help but love him .
ohh my goshh .
its soo unfairr .
ferr all ii know , he may be two-timing me !
if that happens , ii am sooooo dunno wat to do lars .
ii mean , if he doesnt like me no more .
he should tell me and try to sort things out .
no hide and ignore me and just shut up .
leaving me to put up withh the shit he is giving !
ii just carn do that !

plus , my sistars karine and pam now got fight .
all because of a guy ZHANG JIE XIONG .
stupidd guyy .
pamela like the guy .
the guy reject .
go afterr karine .
karine accept .
HAIZ . WHO SHOULD II SIDE ?
stuck in the middle AGAIN .
every damn thing .
always ii have to be in the middle .
ii just DUN GET IT .

anways , ii have gotta go .
stupid brotherr soo bleedy irritating .
everytime ii use only he not happy .
he wanna use .
when ii wanna use when he using .
he will say shut up get out of my sight all .
WATEVA CANS !!!!




mused 8.47 pm :))

II HATE SCHOOL .
must wake up in the morningg all .
craps larr .
wait a minute .
but it gets quite fun on somedays .
like monday !
ii have homec !
andd my partnerr doesnt eat the food .
she dumps them on me x(
ahahas !
veryy nice .
hahas .
duhh . ii cooked it !
we werent supposed to eat .
but we always eat .
hahahs !
anyways , LIFE SUCKS .






UNDERAGE THINKING .
UNDERAGE SMOKING .
means
UNDERAGE THINKER .
UNDERAGE SMOKER .
ii rule .
avlyn :))

ii'm always missingg yerr these days .
ii carn helpp but thinkk of yerr .
ii carn seem to concentrate on anything anymore .
ii seem to be hating myself and blaming me ferr ourr relationshipp .
ii dunno why ii blame myself but ii seem too .
its okays if yerr dunwan to be withh me anymore .
at least let me know !
ii wanna know !
cause the deeperr the relationshipp , the harderr to let go .
soo the soonerr yer let me know .
the betterr fer the both of us .
even if ii dunwan us to endd .
ii carn help but say ii wanna end it too .
cause its no point me loving yer and yer not loving me .
thats all ii have gotta sayy .







MONDAY sucks .

can someone pls tell me whetherr he still loves me once more ?
ii seriously neeed to know .
cause the deeper we get into the relationship .
the harder to let go .
he says he loves me , but does he show it to me ?
if he really loves me , he wun ignore me at all .
or maybe his feelings fer me has changedd .
if they have , ii thinkk he should let me know at least !
cause its seriously aint fair ferr me to carry this on .
without knowing wats becoming of us at all .
ii just dun get his problem at all .
maybe its something about me or about him .
ii really need to talkk to him these days .
but unfortunately , he ignores my sms too .
well . maybe ii shouldd give up and find someone betterr .
or not at all .
just a painful mistake has left me here on my own .
just a sign that he is withh me , ii MAY have the strength to go on .
yahs , or maybe ii should FORGET HIM FOREVER .
ii carn make up my mindd .
HAIZ . SOMEONE HELP ME PLS !
urghhh !

whoa .
todayy .
study study study .
at the library !
ahahahs .
then afterr studying in the library ferr 3 hours .
we went to eat .
then that bleedy moses .
carn keep his fries in his mouth .
talkk talk talk all the fries came out .
andd sway sway ii was beside him !
bad expreience .
then playing withh ice .
he thought ii was the one .
he push me !
ii fell off the bleedy chair !
OUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhahs !
sooooo pai seh larrs .
walao .
anyways , ii gotta go !
bye !
avlyn :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY .
ahhahs .
my gan lao po's birthdayy .
supposedd to be a bbq .
insteadd , we went to her house to eat as it was raining .
wat a pathetic thing larr .
but luckyy the parents had cookedd food !
ahhahs .
me andd my fwens stole a can of tigerr beerr .
her parents din even noticedd larr .
then my fwen cig box all dropp the parents neverr sayy anythingg !
hahahas !
when my fwen toldd me that ii got a shockk .
ii wondered to myself whichh parent wun !
the parents din stop herr daughterr from mixing withh us all .
now , which parent wun !?!
we were all shockk .
ahhahas .

then keep going down to play basketball all .
shiokk .
ahahas .
then when ii went new court , ii saw my bro .
then me my bro bernard and eugene played basketball ferr a while .
hahahahs .
basketball withh soccerr ball .
ahhahas !
then when going backk time , my bro andd eugene damn funny larr !
talking chinese all the wayy .
singing if ii look backk all .
or xiao wei . but forgetting the words to it !
ahahhas !
all crap larr . pure plain crap !
ahahahs .
ii gotta go .
write backk soon .
avlyn :)

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
FUCHUN sec

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