*Friday, October 31, 2008 *♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE !
haha .
how you enjoy your day today .
and to the rest :
HAPPPY HALLOWEEEN YO !
ahhaa .
happy trick or treating yaaa ?!
LOADS OF CANDIES .
ahaha .
going for All Soul's Day mass later at 8pm .
mean time ?
SLACK AHH .
haha .
peace out yooo :D

Lepak-ed with ,
Gabriel,Gian,Jeshaiah,Maria,Celine,Me.
then ,
Gabriel,Gian,Jeshaiah,Celine,Me.
then ,
Gabriel,Gian,Jeshaiah,Celine,Me,Joshua Marc.
THEN ,
Gabriel,Gian,Jeshaiah,Celine,Me,Joshua Marc,Joelynn.
HAHA .
WE MADE A FWEN ON THE BUS !
His name is :
ISMAIL ; 14 years old ; Woodlands Secondary ; stay checkpoint :D
HAHAHHAHA .
damn funny !
hahaha .
Anyways ,
The last people remaining were like :
Gabriel,Jeshaiah,Me,
Dominic Fernandez came when me and gab were eating .
haha !
SHARED A BOTAK BURGER WITH GABRIEL .
hahaha .
he ate all the damn onions !
blooody fart-er !
hahahaha .
super funny .
well .
ii skipped SS today .
hahaha !
went to eat with Sharmeet darling !
hahaha .
ii skipped dance too .
hahaha .
wooo .
okay anyways ,
ii love this song right here !
WOOO .
listen to it .
its in my playlist somewhere .
go slowly find .
:D
The meaning is below in the branket and in red:D

Ni Zong Shi Xin Tai Ruan, Xin Tai Ruan
(You're too soft-hearted, Soft-hearted)
Dou Zhe Yi Ge Ren Liu Lei Dao Tian Liang
(Crying all by yourself till the break of dawn.)
Ni Wu Yan Wu Hui,
(No matter what he does to you.)
De Ai Ze Na Ge Ren
(You still continue loving the him.)
Wo Zhi Dao Ni Gen Ben Mei Na Me Jian Qiang
(I know you ain't that strong.)

Ni Zong Shi Xin Tai Ruan, Xin Tai Ruan
(You're too soft-hearted, Soft-hearted)
Ba Sou You Wen Ti Dou Zi Ji Kang
(You take everything into your own hands)
Xiang Ai Zong Shi Jian Dan
(Thinking love is simple,)
Xiang Cu Tai Nan
(Ended up being soo complicated.)
Bu Shi Ni De Jiu Bie Zai Mian Qiang
(Since its not yours, Stop forcing.)

Ye Shen Le Ni Hai Bu Xiang Shui
(Its already dawn yet you're not asleep.)
Ni Hai Zai Xiang Zhe Ta Ma ?
(You're still thinking of him right?)
Ni Ze Yang Chi Qing Dao Di Lei Bu Lei
(Isn's your passion/love for him tired?)
Ming Zhi Ta Bu Hui Hui Lai An Wei
(knowing he won't be there to comfort you.)

Zi Bu Guo Xiang Hao Hao Ai Yi Ge Ren
(You want nothing except loving a person.)
Ke Xi Ta Wu Fa Gei Ni Man Fen
(What a pity he is unable to give you the perfect score.)
Duo Yi De Xi Sheng Ta Bu Dong Xin Teng
(Making sacrifices which he won't feel understand.)
Ni Ying Gai Bu Hui Zi Xiang Zuo Ge Hao Ren
(You should only not want to be a good person.)

Oh Suan Le Ba, Jiu Ze Yang Wang Le Ba
(Oh forget it , just forget it.)
Gai Fang Jiu Fang, Zai Xiang Ye Mei You Yong
(Time to let go,Let go. Thinking about it is of no use.)
Sha Sha Deng Dai, Ta Ye Bu Hui Hui Lai
(Silly waiting,He will never come back)
Ni Zong Gai Wei Zi Ji Xiang Xiang Wei Lai
(You ought to think of your own future)


PS : listen to one of Gabriel's cock story .
FUNNNYH .
kk , gabriel took our ez-link cards .
he described us as criminals .

Maria : Something Rapist
Avlyn : Homosexual (cause my Ez=link got a barbie doll face)
Gabriel : Robbber
Jeshaiah : Paedofile
Celine : Prostitude
Ashley : Drug Addict .

AHHHHHH !
super happy today .
met my mentor KINGKONGGG !
likee finally laaaa !
hahaha .
went church for lunch .
both of us ate BOTAK JONES .
hahaha !
walao !
damn blooody full you know ?!
hahaa .
and we din finish our foood .
haahha .
then ii wanted go home change .
then we talk talk then say wanna go shopping !
HAHAHA .
then we really went sial !
went to Kranji MRT station !
ahaha .
THIS FASHION !!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha .
wasnt a member so ii signed up on the spot !
SHIOK AH !
haha .
ii just realised also .
ii last time always no money cause spend on HIM .
now ii spend on myself and the girls !
hahah .
EFFING HAPPY LIKE FFFFF .
hahaha .
then went to sembawang .
chilled with Amelia, Jeshaiah, Joshua Marc and Michael for awhile .
hahaha .
SHIOK BODOH .
hahaha .
then went back home .
damn lazy walk soo took bus .
then saw Menglee, Pamela, Weiyu, Liyu !
hahha .
then talked to them for awhile .
hahhaa .
then go homeee .
wooo .
sian ahhh .
lazy to continue typing already .
wooooo !
gotta go .
bitch is back from work .
haha .
Ciaoooooooooooooo !

URGH .
loook you fucking bastard .
you win !
you ruined my life ENOUGH !
PLEASE II BEG YOU STOP IT !
GET OUT OF MY LIFE DUN EVER COME BACK !
PLEASE !
ii came online with the thought of being happy !
LESLIE IS COMING BACK .
ii was fucking DELIGHTED !
but when ii went to the other blogs ?
FUCKYOU LA K !?!!!?
SCREW YOU FOR SCREWING MY LIFE !
II EFFING GAVE YOU EVERY DAMN EFFING THING !
WAT DID II GET IN RETURN !!?!!!
NOTHNG EFFING GOOOD .
II EFFING HATE YOUR STUPID CHEEBYE GUTS YOU SON OF A BITCH !
JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE LA SERIOUSLY !
DUN COME AND ACT NICE TO ME ALL .
II SERIOUSLY DUNWAN IT !
YOU'RE JUST BEING A DAMN HYPOCRITE !
GO AND SUCK HER TITS ALREADY .
STOP COMING TO US .
YOU'RE RUINING THE DAMN BLOODY FWENSHIPS YOU SHITASS .
II DUNWAN TO LOSE THEM CAUSE OF A BLOODY FAGGOT LIKE YOU !
YOU'RE FREAKING NOTHING !
NOTHING TO ANY OF US !
YOU'RE SOMEONE THAT WILL COME AND GO .
WE'RE THE ONES GONNA BE TOGETHER .
SOOO EFF YOU AND EFFING LEAVE !
WE DUN APPRECIATE CHEEBYES LIKE YOU !
YOU SCREWED UP BASTARD .

DUN YOU DARE BREAK SOR ,

YOU SON OF A BITCH .

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

It's over
And I feel so alone
This is a sadness
I've never known
How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay
Promises made, not meant to be broken
From a long time ago
so many words still unspoken
Tell me how was I to know that we'll break up ?
It's over
Never thought it would be
Why in the world did this happen to me
How could I let
The sweetest of dreams slip away
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay
I go round and round and round in my head
Wanting to take back
Whatever I said
No one was right
We all made mistakes
I'm ready to do whatever it takes
Please, Please, Please
Don't let it be...
Over!
No, this is not how it ends
I need my sisters, my family, my friends
Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away

JESHAIAH !
here is the post you wanted me to write for you .
happpy ?
haha .
ii got nothing to write about you laa .
AHYO .

Say farewell to the dark night...I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child..whose life has jus begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line...just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee.....

One...your like a dream come true
Two... jus wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that your the only one for me..girl and...
Four...repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.

Heart-Breaker):

went to cat class today .
Angel commented me at the same time humilated me .
before cat class ,
amelia messaged me asking me skip class all .
but ii couldnt .
cause ii was already in church .
then during class ii was messaging her and all .
till ii got a damn freaking scary message from her !
soo ii talked to Angel and went out to find her .
that girl ahhhh .
ii wun go into details my readers !
hahaa .
then gian and joshua all came .
couldnt call jeshaiah as he was with someone else .
soooo yeah .
then ii din go for the rest of cat class .
then after that go lepak all .
then ,
jeshaiah & joshua marc sparr .
bradley & trevor sparr .
gian & nigel sparr .
hahaha !
idiots .
OH OH !
ii finally talked to my dear bestie JOSEPH !
hahaha .
ii effing love that dumbasss laa .
we talked soooooo much .
ii was really happy ii talked to him laa .
as in SERIOUSLY .
and ii got to tell and be told stuff ii never thought ii would really tell JOSEPH .
hahhaa .
in short : he rocks and ii loveeeeeeeeeee him !
okay okay .
then waited for amelia to come meet us after eating with her family .
amelia is a damn nice girl ii tell you !
ahhaha .
she rocksss laa !
BOYS JUST SUCK !

I NEED A DAMN JOB BADLY !!
as all of us are eager to have that long awaited chalet !
woo .
hopefully ii will get lexine's fwen benedict to book through his father for us .
probably at Aloha , Changi ?
HAHA .
wooo .
omg ,
ii am already soo damn excited .
TSKTSK .

ANYWAYS ,
ii just learnt something from watching Ugly Betty .
okays ii shall tell the damn story cause ii am effing bored .
HAHA .
okay okay here it goes ,
Betty's boyfwen Henry is supposed to go away in 3 weeeks .
and he got his EX-Girlfwen Charlie pregnant .
so Charlie has been trying to get in between Betty & Henry .
and Henry asks Betty to make fwens with Charlie .
and Betty throws a party for Charlie hoping they will be fwens .
but noo ,
Charlie screws it up .
and when Betty has the courage to scold Charlie back ,
Charlie's waterbag BURSTS !
and then Charlie gives birth in Betty's living rooom .
but Charlie tells Betty something which makes her feel really guilty for being Henry .
OOPS , II FORGOT .
hahhaa !
spastic .
anyways ,
watching THE KID now on Disney Channel .
and playing my TETRIS ONLINE :D
hahaha !

II LOVE LESLIE JUDE FERNANDEZ !
YOU COME BACK NOW YOU FOOOOOL !

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SISTERR !
get ready for wat you dear boyfwen has done for you tomorrow !
ya'll lasting damn long bodoh !
WAHH .
almost freaking 7 years ?!
HAHA .
go get married laa !
clowns .
Joel can drive us around :D
SOOO HAPPPY !
hahha .

btw ,
now ii just wanna scream my effing lungs out laaaaa .
ii've been wanting to smoke since just now but my dad is still awake !
and the time now is already 3.30AM !
hahaha .
sian bodoh !
cant really sleep ?
hahaha .
and noo ,
ii dunwan scream cause ii cant smoke .
cause ii am effing pissed off with every damn thing laa !
URGH !
anyways ,
lessy helped me to download songs and all .
then put into my imeem playlist all .
OH MY ,
SHE IS CERTAINLY LOVELOVELOVE :D
and we haven met laaaaa !
goooodnesss .
that woman ahh ,
jio her out take a million years to get ready de .
dilly-dally !
AHYOYO .
btw lesssy ,
ii envy you .

ANYWAYS ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAT BROTHER :D
II LOVE YOUUU EFFING LOADS !
YOU ROCKKK :D

PICTURES FROM FRIDAY :


FOOLS .

girls ?


SHE'S THE MAN .


touchy-touchy !

STARTIINGG .....

SLOWING DOWN .

NOW SHE'S ENJOYING IT !
YUCKKKS .




SHE'S HOT !





EEEW. WHITE ARMPIT.

Chiquitita,
tell me what's wrong
you're enchained by
your own sorrowin your eyes
there is no hope for tomorrow
how I hate to see you like this
there is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're
oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita,
tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
your best friend
I'm the one you must rely on
you were always sure of yourself
now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can
patch it up together

Chiquitita
you and I know
how the heartaches
come and they go
and the scars they're leavin'
you'll be dancin' once again
and the pain will end
you will have no time for grievin'
Chiquitita
you and I cry
but the sun is still in the sky
and shining above you
let me hear you sing once more
like you did before
sing a new song
Chiquitita
try once more
like you did before
sing a new song
Chiquitita

So the walls came tumblin' down
and your love's a blown out candle
all is gone and it seems
too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
there is no way you can deny it
I see that you're
oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita
you and I know
how the heartaches
come and they go
and the scars they're leavin'
you'll be dancin' once again
and the pain will end
you will have no time for grievin'
Chiquitita
you and I cry
but the sun is still in the sky
and shining above you
let me hear you sing once more
like you did before
sing a new song
Chiquitita
try once more
like you did before
sing a new song
Chiquitita

THIS IS TO SOR♥ !
MAMMA MIA ROCKS "D

OMG .
2 damn days with kristel in a row !
HAHA .
ii shall update the pictures sooon .
hahaha .
cat class was kinda fun .
the skit laaa !
hahah !
kristel suddenly fall on the floor all .
hahaha !
shall NOT elaborate .
haha .
lazyyyy .
anwyays ,
after cat class ,
gian called .
ask me faster rush down amanda's block .
he got problem with christo , AGAIN .
hahha .
damn stupid laa .
gian was effing pissed .
had to freaking block him how many damn times .
but he managed to hit christo twice .
pooor fellow !
cry all you know .
damn pooor thing laa !
blame my short hands .
but lucky gian never hit me laa .
cause ii was like fucking pushing him away half the damn time .
then kelvin like a damn typical ahhbeng .
hahaha .
lucky kelvin not like gian laa .
and joshua was "in charge" of kelvin .
HAHA .
ii got the bigger , angrier buffalo to handle .
how contradicting .
then doshie and kristel attended masss .
kelvin and joseph went SWENSENS ii think .
then left me joshua marc gian tuulang & geneva .
hahaha .
then after a while slack ,
gian tuulang and geneva left .
haha .
then only me and joshua marc .
hahha .
then waited for doshie and kristel to have dinner .
forgot about pooor ashley !
hahaha .
then after went soccer court ,
saw my primary school fwens ,
FARHAN & HAFIZ !
omg , ii love them !
they rock laa .
seriously !
hahaha .
anyways ,
ii lepak-ed with them .
go buy rokok all .
hahha .
thats about it .
hahaa .
alrights ,
gonna continue playing my tetris game now !
peace out ya'lll !
"D

cat class was retarded !
hahaa .
but it was fun and ii kinda enjoyed the people :D
but alan said if ii dun shut up the next time ,
we gonna get seperated !
thats damn sad yoo !
hahaha .
geneva and me laaa !
frigging noisy know !
hahaa .
and its only 2 of us !
hahaa .
damn cacat !
hahahaa .
then after that we went live bands .
haha .
augustine was there .
then he was going back so we decided go for a fagg .
then started taking pictures all .
HE CANT SMILE FOR NUTS !
ahahaha .
AND ,
II WEBCAM-ED WITH LESLIE !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
ii love that faggot like fcuking more then gian !
HAHA .
wooo !
ii miss him sooo damn effing much laaaa !
BOOOO .
COME BACK YOU FOOOL .
at least ii wouldnt feeeeel soooo alone .
you and your long hair .
HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE YOU LEFT ?!
IT FEEELS LIKE FOREVER !
DAMMMMIT .
(ii think ii love you, is that even possible?!)
to maria,
ii wouldnt trade any of ya'll too.
and,
you freaking made me shed a tear to your damn post!
ii love you babe:)

MYGOSH .
damn sway laa .
ii hate my periods !
its fcuking annoying !
maths paper 1 and ss FCKUED UP !
ii swear !
ss ii couldnt finish in time laa !
DAMN FED UP BALLS .
urgh !
gotta go study already .
maria waiting for meee !
anyways ,
changed my fwenster and blog abit .
ENJOYYY (:

*Remember ,
we fought to be together ,
those tears ,
bloood shed ,
hugs & kisses ,
fights & quarrels ,
MAKE-UPS & dedicated songs will be remembered
now that we've seperated ,
takecare .

went out with the WHOLE Nonis family today .
without gabriel though .
haha .
supposed to go play bowling !
ended up playing arcade .
which ii ended up taking care of theresa !
hahaha .
she ah !
damn naughty ehh !
hahah .
but ii managed to carry her till my arms almost fell out .
then the younger kids came back from swimming .
hahha .
HOROSCOPEEEE :D
Your positive attitude will enable you to satisfy your need to be socially useful.
AND DESIREE ,
dun being too much !
Maria is meeting ME:D

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
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