*Friday, December 29, 2006 *♥

ii am going to malaysia now .
be back on the 2 of jan .
haiz .
ii sooooooooo DUNWAN to go .
stupid mum .
haiz .
welll .
ii aint surprised .
she hates me .
ii hate her tooo .
soo we're even .
yeaps .
dun misss me tooo much ppl .
yeaps .
he will be back when ii am leaving .
DAMN taht .
haiz .
anyways .


JOSEPH , GENEVA , DESIREE , KRISTEL , MICHELLE , MARIA AND THE REST !
including KELVIN !
II LOVE YER PPL .
HAHAS .
lucky enough to spend christmas withh yer ppl .
sorrrry ii wun be here fer the countdown .
love yer people truckloads .
yeaps !

alrights .
going soooooon .
loves ya'll .

my favourite old band . Air suppply : all out of love .

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?

What would you say, if I called on you now
Saying that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can’t be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

merrry christmas to YOU .
yeaps .
wow .
its beeen exactly 1 whole month since yer left .
ii misss yer loads !
ii realllly doooo !
yer dunno how much .
yeaps .

BUT ,
my head is in a whirl .
yeaps .
confused with love .
its giving me loads of problems yeahs ?
people who were around me while yer were not here .
have been really great .
one prob is , they treat me too good .
makes me feeel like ii also dunno yea ?
confused .

and this morning , early morning .
1 am plus .
some guy named nicholas micheal wanna find prob withh me .
he is a idiot lar .
seriously .
anyways , ii hate this life soo much .
soo blooody idiotic .
URGHH !

its been 6 months and 25 days since we got together .
wow .
its kinda long yeah ?
yer used to hate me ii think .
but ii started liking yer since last year ?
yeaps .
yer think me and yer can last fer how long ?
well .
all ii know is that yer will never be replaced .
yeaps .
ii miss yer loads too .
come back soooon !
loves (:

AH .
its been like how long since ii last blogged ?
ohh well .
life is boring and shitty fer me .
soo nothing to blog about .
yeaps .
haix .
missing him like crazy !
break or not to break ?!
URGHHH !
haix .
sick of life .









peace out ):

HAHAS .
now ii can write about it .
HAHAS .

we stayed at stella maris !
it was a damn nice place !
they had a beach behind the hostel !
SHIOK !
then we had like water activities EVEYDAY .
hahas .
ii was in the group MONGOLIANS !
we ROCK !
there is audrey , desmond biswas , desmond ng , andrew and me !
we had loads of fun .
we stayed up late almost every night .
played cards or just slacked outside our rooms .
coool yeah ?
hahas .
then michelle's bday was on the 8th dec .
just nice it was the last night of our camp at the hostel .
sooo as everyone was in my rooom playing cards , suddenly some of the cornerstones turned off our room light and brought a lighted candle into the room .
everyone started singing happy birthday michelle !
she was sooo touched lars !
ii could sense it !
hahas .
even though it was only a small tea light candle , everyone was singing her birthday song really really lloud and stuff !
it was simply heavenly lars .
the next day was the last day and we went shopping !
me and maria bought her presents .
amrish and emmanuel bought her presents too .
yeahs .
bought a shirt fer gian and joseph .
din buy fer kelvin !
really really sorrrry !
ii miss our bedroooom !
sooo much of memories in it !
2-13 rocks !
withh me maria des and michelle sharing the rooom together !
weeeeeeeee (:
the beach ,
the nights of playing cards and games ,
the auctioning of foood ,
the hunting of foood ,
our free time spent playing cards , chit-chatting , sleeping , BONDING , and more ,
all the activities and games .
GURNEY DRIVE !
THE HIKING .
the one which everyone helped each other withh .
everyone perserving .
determination and encouraging each other .
WOW !
it was like a 4 hour plus hike up ?!
hahas .
ii made a hiking buddy !
JARED !
thanks fer helping me alot .
really appreciated it !
the tele match me and my MONGOLIANS almost won .
the crab net we made together .
the bonding , the washing of feets .
having mass together .
sharing and many more stuffs .
wow .
it was great !
ii really enjoyed it .
we shared many stuffs together .
ii have no comments but ,
it was simply wow , great .
ii have no words fer it !
really enjoyed myself .
love everyone ii bonded withh .
ii will miss them loads !

check out michelle's and desiree's blog fer the pics !
hahas .
bye fer now .
(:

BOOO !
EVERYONE .
II AM BACK .
WOOOOOT .
missed me ?
hahhas .
ii soo bet yer guys did lars .
well .

II AM BACK !
HAHAS .
ii not gonna say much about youth camp .
BUT there is something ii have to say and that is ...
IT ROCKED !
hahas .
thats all .
lazy upload pics lars .
ahahs .
go des blog and see some of it .
well .
HAHAS .
gotta goo .
bye .

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
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