*Friday, June 22, 2007 *♥
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weee .
me and my dear are still together !
YEPPPPIES !
hahhas .
sooooo freaking happy lahhs .
hahahs .
ii love him soooooo much .
WOOOOOT .
hahhas .
lucky we din break up .
ii would just die .
GOSH .
weee (:
sooo happy .
my dEar ROCKS !
hahhas .
fatty crappy bro - dave
scrawny crappy sis - avlyn
crappy bro-in-law - gian
crappy sisterS - maria , michelle , geneva , desiree && kristel(BABE)
HAHAS .
weee .
my family (: ^^
hahhas .
love them loads .
weeee .
we shall have a family pic soon .
YAY (:
dears' in CRIME .
HAHAS :D
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Friday, June 22, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
*Thursday, June 21, 2007 *♥
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yer said yer would love me fereva .
and there yer are today .
wanting to breakup .
haix .
ii just wanna say ii will still love you FOREVA .
ii may do stuipid things .
ii am sorry .
but ii am that silly .
these 2 songs ,
say everything .
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
(No, it just ain't true)
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
I know, baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
(wooh, wooh)
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy...crazy
(D.H.T - I Go Crazy)
&&
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
(Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone)
ii still love you ,
gian .
yer cant stop me .
ii am sorry ):
haix .
ii aint gonna get over you .
ii aint OVER IT .
haix .
and yer said yer'll runaway withh me .
ii said yes .
ii asked if yer were sure ,
yer told me yer were .
why the sudden chnage ?
ii still love yer gian ,
yer'll always be my 1 and ONLY dear .
haix .
no matter wat .
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
*Tuesday, June 12, 2007 *♥
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THE PICS OF FEAST DAY .
WEEE !
THATS US (:
sorry if we look horrible !
my mum did the make up !
HAHAHS (:
maria michelle and gen .
lets FIGHT !!
end pose (soo dao !)
US (:
desiree , michelle , me , gen , celine .
celine me and dos (ii look weird !!)
celine and me
candid 2 (me , maria , michelle)
candid 1 (celine , michelle , gen)
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
*Monday, June 11, 2007 *♥
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on sat ii was withh karine and xiao lee eating steamboat .
pam couldnt come last min cause sick .
takecare horr !
then we left the place early soo ii went to church to see wat was going on .
ahahhas .
everyone was preparing fer the stall .
coool.
haaha .
weeeee .
phew !
feast day was a blast ya !
maria and michelle came to stay over on saturday night .
yeaps .
hahas .
had to help my mum make posters all .
while ii was making supper fer everyone !
ahahhas .
maggi mee goreng .
hahas .
fer lexine , sean , myself , pereras , amrish , biswas and justin !
plus my dad too .
hahhas .
yeaps .
then packed buns fer my mum .
we went to bed around 3am .
yeaps .
but when we reached the beds , all of us went crazy .
me and pereras .
ahhhas .
cause ii on my phone light to find fer stuffs .
then ii played withh the shadows then they played too .
hahas .
damn cute and hilarious .
soo after that we fell asleep .
ahhas .
had to wake up at 6.30 !
sooo early man .
ahhas .
then we went down to help !
sell balloons and face painting .
ended up doodling ourselves .
ahahas .
cooool ya ?
ahahha .
doshie whole body was "vandalised" by us .
ahahahs .
coooool .
sooo was celine's .
hahahaahas .
ii had my hand 'tatooed'
hahas .
hena .
ahahhahs.
ohh yeha .
we even went fer dunking machine !
hhaahs .
soo random ii tell you .
haahhahas !
damn shiookk .
ahhas .
father terence and some other father went too .
ahhas .
the other father damn power larr.
everytime yer see him he has a cig in his hand or smoke out of his mouth .
hahhas .
power ii tell you .
hahahahas .
damn retarded larr .
then after the dunking thingy ii had to go home straight to shower .
ahhas .
a girls thing .
then went back down to help fer awhile then came up again .
the girls came up fer a bath too .
tehn had to get ready fer our performance all .
yeaps .
ahaas .
ii did a wrong step ! ):
doshie couldnt cart wheel .
but dun worry dear .
ii guess we covered up well and stuff .
dun worry .
it was our first time and ii guess we din well fer the first time .
yeaps !
even though ii am still sad and pissed we din do well .
yeahhs ...
but the dance was great wasnt it ?
hahahs .
the dance after the dinner and all .
powerrr !
ahaas .
shake that bootie .
some small kidd was damn HOT !
ii am serious .
she shaked like nobody's business larr .
damn shiokk ii tell you .
ahahas .
**leslie and nana broke up !
gosh right ?!
why the hell did they do it ?
haix .
hope they get back together .
its not a good excuse that leslie is going and she needs to study .
its nonsensical .
yeah .
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Monday, June 11, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
*Wednesday, June 06, 2007 *♥
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(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
(We belong together)
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
leslie and nana are together .
sorry about jyaas .
yeah .
ii aint soo sure why ii am feeling soo down .
happy fer them ?
ii dunno also .
fcuked up now .
ah , wateva yeah ?
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
*Tuesday, June 05, 2007 *♥
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zang .
just had a dry run .
phew .
it was kinda okayes larr .
yeaps .
dave is in trouble again .
stupid JOE MARIO .
stupid fcuker .
ii hate you soo much .
hurt dave and gian le .
still wan involve who else !?
chee bye .
hate yer to the fcuking core larr .
like shit okayes !!
ii now good ger le .
no more involved withh those 'paikias' .
ii go down ii go down 1 woman show de .
ii stand fer myself now .
ii wun get anyone involved .
gers , wanna 1 on 1 withh me come on .
ii not scared de .
wan kill me jiu kill me bahs .
yeaps .
ii cant be bothered anymore .
ii stand on my own now .
ii dun need anyone .
ii guess .
no one wans to help too ii thinkk .
haix .
sad life .
ii just wanna die now .
ii love my sistarrhood .
dun give up ya !
after the feast day .
and after children's camp .
dun ask me soo involved le okayes ?
just wanna be alone .
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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had movie marathon yesterday at nana's house .
Leslie,Jyaas,Gian,Maria,Michelle,Desiree and Danny and me went !
ii watch liked only saw 3 then accompained gian cause he din wanna watch .
stupid bum !
then leslie left at about 6 plus .
we stayed on till about 9 plus .
Aunty Mel made dinner fer us .
thanks ! (:
hahahs .
ii brought home some food fer mummy !
yeaps .
gian , me and pereras walked together lar .
then pereras were supposed to walk pass church but when we were under my block we saw the pereras cause they saw some ppl in church which looked like servers .
ahahas .
cacat ii tell you !
ahahhas .
then ii came home my mum told me my bro din do well fer his exams and all .
sat down and watched desperate housewives followed by after hours then went to my rooom and emo ..
haix .
ii dunno wats wrong withh me .
emo-ing at night and all .
crying till 4 in the morning ?
or longer ?
haix .
soo ironic .
gtg wash up .
waiting fer my mummy to bring home food .
haix .
yeahh ...
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
*Sunday, June 03, 2007 *♥
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well lexine .
thats the problem withh you .
ii dunno wat to say to you anymore .
soo yeah .
yer dun take family seriously .
no wonder we ended like taht .
well .
wateva then .
yesterday had pizza lar !
damn blooody random .
and stupid moses made me angry .
stupid faggot .
pizza had : fabian , iserals , pereras , nonises , gian .
yeaps !
and ii ate alot of pizza .
which is damn random too !
aahhas .
sooo many random things happening to me .
yeaps .
stupid phone still cut !
anyways .
tomorrow got movie marathon at nana's house !
weee !
hahhas .
hmm .
5 gers and 5 guys ?
hahhahas !
gian , jyaas , leslie , dave and sean .
me , nana , desiree , michelle and maria.
weee !!
we're gonna have fun .
and this thingy is damn random ii tell you !
ahahas .
got headache now .
like shit larr .
ahhas .
anywyas .
gtg !
chao !
ohh yeah .
gian**
ii hope yer aint angry withh me !
ii dunno wat fer larr .
but ii hope yer aint .
cause ii love yer !
weee !
see ya tomorrow babe .
we'll talk things out (:
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
*Saturday, June 02, 2007 *♥
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its not that lexine .
why should ii start acting like a sistar before yer do ?
yer are the eldest !
ii know mummy crys about us and stuffs .
yer think ii am asleep is it ?
when ii make mummy sad or even sean and yer .
ii cry too .
no one knows right ?
yer obviously love yer fwens more then yer love me .
yes maybe yer do love the family but obviously not me .
ii know yer get scolding too .
being a sistarr isnt about paying bills and all okayes !
being a sistarr is to share our laughter and tears .
where were you when ii needed yer most ?
helping some other fwen ?
when yer needed help and soo did my fwen .
ii tried to help yer first instead of my fwen .
but after that ?
ii get nothing but scolding too .
dun yer think yer're abit too much ?
when ii needed someone there to listen .
yer scolded me instead .
ii wasnt looking fer that !
couldnt yer just give me a hug and say everything would be okay ?
even if yer knew it wouldnt be .
ii aint as strong as ii appear to be alright .
ii guess it'll be too much to ask from yer even fer a hug .
wat ahh lian all ?
ii aint okaye .
see ?
yer dun even know me inside .
soo yer just go around saying wat ii appear to be !
ii rather be yer fwen then yer sistarr if thats mean getting love from you .
ii dunno why the hell am ii soo bloody sensitive about wat yer prospective of me is .
it just makes me mad !
gosh .
ii will study hard .
ii will try .
of course ii wun wanna disappoint mummy or myself .
but do yer think thats easy ?
it not alright .
ii seriously dunnno larr.
yer think ii wanna fight withh yer all the time arhs ?
how many times compared to me did yer help me ?
5 out of 10 ?
all yer care about is mummy , sean and yer fwens .
maybe even daddy .
but never once did yer care yer had a sistarr right ?
maybe yer cared .
but just din have trust and all right ?
ii just dun get yer prob .
ii always try and understand yer .
but it always fails cause yer never let me in .
well .
ii give up trying too .
cause ii am the one getting hurt .
ii just wan a family who loves me .
is that soo hard ?
if it is , ii am sorry fer asking .
ii wun ask le .
ii'll not be soo attached to yer ppl anymore .
ii dunwan to be a nuisance to my fwens too .
ii dunwan to be a burden to anyone anymore .
ii'll just do my own stuffs from now on .
as wat daddy would say , no contact with fwens .
its a good thing my phone is cut now .
ii get to rest more , no money involved too .
go to school , come home study and sleep .
that'll be my routine .
the less fwens , the better .
ii'll be a living zombie .
and yeah .
ii told yer .
ii did it out of spite too .
its alright if yer dun understand .
yer never did .
and yer would never wan too .
ii guess its alright .
yer daddy mummy and sean .
ii'm the black sheep of the family .
the one who gives EVERYONE problems .
ii am really sorry .
ii'll try my best and not disturb anyone anymore .
ii guess it'll be easier .
and leslie**
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
(this will always be OUR song (: )
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
Saturday, June 02, 2007
