*Sunday, February 24, 2008 *♥

happy birthday PORPOR :D


oh wow .
its been days since ii blogged .
maybe there is just nothing in my life to say .
all the saddness , ii wish it all away .
ii never can be happy again .
ii wan to and ii am still trying .
ii need him there to guide .
sadly , he's settled down into my life all so nicely .
when he leaves , its gonna be tough .
ii dunwan them to choose .
but hopefully it'll be me .
its unfair to him .
thats why if they dun wan me its alrights .
ii just gotta live with it .
cause ii just dun have a choice .
not anymore .
ii pray and hope everything works out fine .
cause ii love both parties .
ii cant live without them .
hmm .
cigarettes ?
when ii am stressed or bored .
QUITING XD

hmm .
this few days have been really sad .
haix .
on maria birthday we kena caught by police .
underage drinking and loitering .
yeah .
hmm .
lucky the chinese offiicer soo nice .
even wished me happy birthday (:
ahha .
how sweet .
ohh yeah .
my own bf didnt give me anything .
fer BOTH , birthday& valentine's .
haix .
thinking about it now , ii wanna cry .
yeah .
literally .
haix !
its really not working out balls .
OHH YEAH .

MABEL NERIE = MRS.FERDINAND GAMBOA ,
is too much !
she called me a freaking 'peste' laa balls .
URGH .
its like an insect destroying plants .
LIKE WTF !?
URGH .
then ii damn freaking pissed laa .
ii messaged her to tell her leave me and my fwens alone .
damn .
ii hate her loads laa now .
walao .
INMATURE SIAL .
call herself an adult , BULLSHIT !




ps : angry thoughts surround me .
ii need to breathe .
ii need to be alone .
ii need to run .
ii need space .
ii need rokok .
ii need a drink .
ii need rest .
ii need gian .
MOSTLY : II NEED GOD HERE .

OH WOW .
at ahma house now .
aahahahaha .
bored shit .
hahah .
taking loads of pictures with myself .
CAMWHORE .
hahaha !
its kinda fun .
haaha .
with my cousin also .
hahaha .
weeee .
snatched the com from him .
WOOHOO .
HAHA :D

anyways .
HE'S TOO MUCH .
TOOO TOOO MUCH .
URGH .
you should know who YOU are .
lets just END this relationship .
ii dunwan to get hurt .
ii dunwan you to get hurt .
soo lets end it .
enough bullshit PLS .
ii am begging you .
or lets really start anew .
if not forget it .
ps : ii still love ya .

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
FUCHUN sec

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