*Wednesday, August 23, 2006 *♥

we have yet to be togetherr .
andd even before that .
eur motherr foundd out about us .
haiz .
ii dun blame eu .
ii blame myself .
let me know if eu care ferr me .
cause ii am lost without eu now .
all ii thinkk about is eu .
ii carn concentrate on my workk anymore .
haiz .
ii need eu to tell me wats gonna happen .
cause ii reallyy wanna know .

avlyn :(

whyy did ii let myself believe miracles couldd happen?
ii thought you were my fairytale .
a dream when ii'm not sleeping .
a wish upon a starr thats coming true .
but everybody else couldd tell that ii confusedd my feelings withh the truthh .
when there was me andd you .
but ii lied to myself .
now ii know your not a fairytale
andd dreams were meant for sleepingg
andd wishes on a starr just dun come true
cause now even ii can tell that ii confusedd my feelings withh the truth .
because ii liked the view
when there was me andd you .


II WANNA LET EU KNOW .
II STILL LOVE EU .
ii carn stop thinking about eu at all .
eur in my mind all the time .
ii miss eu .
avlyn :((

smack !
been hanging out withh some upper sec of late .
hahhas .
their quite cool .
even theyy are smokers .
but ii have learnt to say no .
andd theyy dunwan to get me addictedd .
soo even if ii wan a puff , ii'll neverr get it .
thats good .
ahhahs .

ii thinkk ii broke up withh my steadd .
haven contacted him in yearrs .
ahhahs .
just exagerating .
few days , weeks ?
haiz .
we carnt be togetherr .
ii've given up trying .
ii thinkk .
but ii wan to patchh larr .
if anything .
but not getting anyone in trouble .
yahhs .
as though its possible .
haiz .
stupid life ; stupid society ; stupid world .
avlynLOVESme :)

some mothers are unreasonable .
my EX-stead's mum told me not to pesterr her son .
when he is the one whichh sms me lar .
then he dun reply then ii sms him ask whyy lar .
then the fucking mother like one idiot lar .
wat the fuckk .
ii love him larr .
but ii carn fucking stand it anymore .
soo ii breaking up with him .
that settles everything .

except fer my fucking feelings .
which no one cares .
especially my EX-stead's mum .
the way she say is as though ALL MY FAULT .
FINE LAR .
MY FUCKING FAULT .
hope she is happy withh that .







FUCKEdd UP life avlyn .

arghhhh .
tuesday .
myy school was having this nationall dayy celebration .
a little different from the wayy primary school celebrates it .
ahahs .
soo ii startedd hanging aroundd the upper sec .
andd we decidedd to go to OCH .
andd ii had been planning to go .
finallyy , someone had wantedd to go too .
muahahhas .
first , we went to causewayy point .
got some prob .
then afterr settle , aroundd 2 plus we left woodlands .
tookk the mrt to city hall . change to bedok .
took bus numberr 2 andd went to the endd of changi village .
then afterr that .
we were quite lost larr .
then ii had to call my fwen up a couple of times until he got soo angryy .
ahaahs .
then first we walkk up .
walao .
we came in front of the hospital andd was soo terrified .
ahahas .
we din wanna go in at first .
but we still did .
there were two guards there .
theyy said we could go in ferr 5 mins .
we did come out afterr 10 overr mins .
then we went in again larr .

we went into the operation room andd stuff .
we wantedd to go into the otherr blockk .
but we could not as we saw police cars andd stuff .
as no trespasses were allowed in or prosecuted .
but the guard let us in .
ahhas .
the guards there were new anyways .
as the previous guard had passed away .
andd behind the guard table , there was this door .
they had locked it up .
inside the room were the old's man belongings .
the room was as though it had been air-conditioned .
but the problem was , THEY WAS NO AIR-CON and the windows were opened .
anyways , ii have gotta go .
avlyn :)

ii just got home !!
hahas .
afterr playyingg badminton withh gab , maria , michelle andd des .
ahhahhaas .
andd ii had to walkk home .
scaryy .
soo late .
ahahhahs .
ii mean ferr me to walkk home alone larr .
ahahhas .
anyways .
ii gotta go .
gonna sleep .
parents on the wayy home le .
ahhhas .
andd ii got classes in the morning!

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
FUCHUN sec

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