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♥ VintageUS.
*Saturday, March 31, 2007 *
Vintage}

wahhhs . this few weeks ?
withh joey they all .
wow .
kinda fun yeah ?!
ahhahas .
well .
we're all getting close .
yeaps .
ahhahas !
(:

AND STUPID ANNOYMOUS STOP TAGGING AS THAT .
WRITE YER STUPID NAME LAR .
ARSEHOLE .

then the gian gonnna change church all .
WTF !
URGHH !


me and joey . sistars too ?! (:

me and pamela . SISTARS (:








just soo you know ; jesse mccartney .

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Saturday, March 31, 2007




*Wednesday, March 28, 2007 *
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wahhs .
today kap withh the gerald and weilin .
ii got 7 .
soooo fast now jiu GONE LE !
HAHAHS .
now left only ONE left .
fer HIM de .
supposed to meet HIM de .
but in the end never .
his baba de mama come fetch him .
KNN .
hate her .
FUCKING BITCH !
ii hate youu fer breaking us up !
then now jiu kai shi do bad thing le .
those ppl know jiu good .
dunno jiu BLEAHS !
hahas .
go sleeeep le .
tired .
yer wanna see wat happened today .
go pamm de blogg .
www.stringall.blogspot.com !

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007




*Tuesday, March 27, 2007 *
Vintage}

wat the hell .
soo the tired .
and leslie jude sms me .
he say he may be leaving SINGAPORE - ii dunno where !
ii DUNWAN HIM TO LEAVE !
SADSADSADSADSADSAD )))):
REALLY DAMN SAD LAR !
somemore when we are like closer andd all .
this HAD TO HAPPEN .
haix .
why do all goood things come to an end ?!

anyways .
got one big quarrel withh the karen ng just now .
she lorr .
say whoever not interested in her lesson go out of the av theatre de mahhs .
actually no one stand .
then the yizhi and gerald play lorr .
yizhi ask gerald wanna go out de .
steady steady .
then gerald thought he play play de larr .
soo he say okayes lorr.
then the yizhi really stand up lorr .
ahhas .
let karen ng see .
then he tio go out .
then we all laugh .
they say gerald sabo de .
ahhas .
then me weilin also wanted go out .
soo the 3 of us went out lorr .
cause her de lesson really very sian .
and she keep say us .
then we go out lorr .
then dunno why larr .
suddenly saw until rahman take the discipline book come .
van say is the boiis sabo us de .
then we outside play play sia .
hahas .
then she come out scold ii at there keep scold her back sial .
ahahas .
ii say her until she nothing to say .
tiam tiam de .
then she say ii threatening herr sial .
knn .
soo dulan her .
yucks .
dun say her liao . only make me ANGRY !
bleahs XP

then at the school doing the five stations ;
shuttle run : 12.01 (soo slow !)
sit-ups :40
standing broad jump :144-(stupid aidil laugh at me soo loud !)
sit-and-reach :30
pull-ups :20
STUPID GUYS : AIDIL , RAVIN , NASRULLAH , FAUZI and some others .
hahas .
IDIOTS !
hhahhas .

then kiat xia they all outside waiting fer us .
szeying took my skirt !
ahahhahah !
soooooo hilarious !
then got mayyin also outside .
the shunda and some guy name weikang;cynthia .
yeaps .
hahas .
hmm .
abit tired and blurr .
soo yeah .
hahas .
going to sleeeeep early ):


just so you know - jesse mccartney ((:












LOVEES YOUU ((:

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007




*Monday, March 26, 2007 *
Vintage}

OHH YEAH .
today the rongsiang very de wat okaye !
send the kiatxia ii dunno wat all .
say she cry cause she wan ppl kelian her !
RUBBISH .
we dun kelian her lorr .
is kelian YOU that YOU give HER UP !
andd weilin and the rongsiang PATCH le .
haix .
then the rongsiang also very the guofen .
spit at kiatxia leh !
WALAO .
where got guy like that de ?!
haix .
why must things become like that ?
me andd dearr also dunno why le larr .
maybe wednesday meet him tell him ii wan break le .
yeaps .
dunno yet .
ii carn make up my mind .
CONFUSED ))))):

yeaps .
anyways .
tahts day ii go play something (=
hahahas .
then sooo far only got these 2 pics .
of me missing childhood ):
HAHAHS .
got one video also .
but all in ahh pam handphone .
love sistarrs !
LOOOK = II CARN FIT !

shy ?

laughing !

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Monday, March 26, 2007




*Saturday, March 24, 2007 *
Vintage}

hmmm .
hahahas !
ii asking ahh pam to upload the crazy pics and videos of us .
ahhaas .
there was one video which ii was sitting on a small "car" .
yer know those which make kids go crazy ?
yeap .
up down up down wans ?
yeaps !
hahahahas .
soo hilarious .
then another video of ii dunno wat .
yeaps .
hmm .
recently a change of fwens has been good to me .
a chnage of clique in school larr .
yeaps .
hahas .
everyday drinking bubble tea also .
ahahahs .
ohh yeah !
my school there has this nice rojak stall .
yeaps .
check it out yeah !
ii can bring yer ppl if yer ppl wan .
ask me out then .
and we'll make a date !
ahahhas .
its chinese rojak .
yeaps .
YUMMMY !
andd ii added news songs .
check it out too .
yeapps !
chao :)


your guardian angel - red jumpsuit apparatus !
love this song (:

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Saturday, March 24, 2007




*Friday, March 23, 2007 *
Vintage}

wahhs .
today woke up by the stupid alarm .
like obvious right .
hahas .
then the meng lee keep calling me .
hahas .
then suddenly pamela withh herr .
theyy meet me before we go the sport day thing .
yeaps .
when we walking saw the stupid ravin raja fauzi and adam ii thinkk .
supposed to meet kiat xia they all outside the stadium .
then they go in first .
soo we meet them inside .
then after that sing the school school .
ahhas .
sooooo funny . all stand there gong gong dunwan sing .
then ii sing damn loud everyone laughing .
DAMN TOO MUCH .
then after sing liao got the march pass .
dunno wat thing larr .
its like all the class must walk pass .
soo dumb .
then ii got alot of the writings on my shirt larr .
soo ii scared the principle scold mahh .
sooo ii hao xin de borrow jacket from shaharul to cover the thingy larr .
march pass the principle , she ask me take out .
cause she say very hot .
sial larr . ii cold then ii cold larr .
then she make me stand withh her .
she use her fierce tone say dunno wat .
when ii ask yer to take it off nicely yer better listen to me all .
walao . people COLD also cannot .
then she ask me take out my ear stud on the top de .
say this is school not party all larr .
like DUH !
then ii turn around that time horr .
she saw my shirt ii thinkk .
dunno whether she got call me back to ask about it larr .
ii hack her liao larr .
soo early spoil my mood .
early morning dulan her liao lorr .
then we go to our houses .
amethyst house !
then sit withh vanessa and xiao lee .
then kiat xia they all come lorr .
yeaps .
then ii pei her go find joey in topaz .
then sit there fer a while then go back amethyst .
the speaker at there damn loud . can go deeeeeaff .
ahhahas .
then horr .
after a while liao larr .
the gerald tio CWO !
hahaas .
fer ii dunno wat .
hahahhas .
thne we keep asking him throw thing fer us lorr .
hahas .
thne when pamm wanna pass him a water bottle .
she accidentally throw at other people .
then the guy throw back at her .
then hit dao joey who was sleeping .
ahhas .
she throw back at the guy .
then he throw backk , hit pamela de leg then hit dao another person .
ahahahhas .
can hit until soo many ppl wan de lorr .
sooo blloooody hilarious and lame .
then laugh laugh lorr .
thne at there keep listen mp3 only .
thne got one upper sec de guy name abdul horr .
he like when reaching liao ppl overtake him then he will just walk de lehh .
ahhahs .
then the prize giving damn long .
yeaps .
keep fighting withh meng lee .
cause she keep complaining .
then she dunwan sit on the ground .
soo ii keep pushing her down .
then when we got up , our pants all WET !
hahhas .
cause the ground was wet .
yeaps .
then we left first cause AMETHYST WON !!!
WOOOOHOOOO !
then wait fer kiat xia they all outside wtihh van lee and shunda .
yeaps .
hahhas .
then dunno wat happened to pamm and sharon they all .
suddenly she shouting .
then we go alameen .
they say ex lorr .
soo go eat kopitiam , then nothing nice .
then go buy bubble tea .
then pam wanna "buy" mentos AGAIN .
haiyo .
we everytime go there will take de leh .
ahhahas .
not mee larr .
pamm .
hahas .
then ii bought chocolate milkshake !
NICE !
hahash .
then nana called me .
ask me eat withh her .
soo ii said yess .
yeaps .
tehn went sheng shiong buy maggi mee .
the idiot cashier go poke hole into my maggi mee !
idiot .
ii dulan her too lorr !
idiot .
we walked back to nana house .
yeaps .
her father at home .
acutually din wanna come de lorr .
then her dad tell my mum ii came .
URGHH .
then we watched harry potter and the goblet of fire .
hahas .
ii cried !
ahahahas .
sooo retarded right ?!
ahhahas .
haiyo .
ahhahhaas .
tehn now ii finding pic to put fer my blogg .
just helped nana withh hers .
yeps !
and she's tempting me withh some lemon thingy now .
ahahas .
whhich she made .
which MIGHT be POISONIOUS !
hahahahahas .
she just tsk me .
its kinda nice larr .
but got some weird sensation in my mouth .
hahahas .
and she's laughing at me .
saying its called sourness all .
its NOT .
HAHAAS .
its WEIRD SENSATIONNNN !
(:

teenagers - my chemical romance .

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Friday, March 23, 2007




*Thursday, March 22, 2007 *
Vintage}

HMMM .
today wat happened arhhs ?
hmm .

weilin never come tuhh school .
soo she sms me askme bring dunno wat english book give her .
then after that ii forgot wat book .
soo ii ask vanessa ask her again .
she say some english book ; story book .
then suddenly .
ii listening to maths lesson damn the attention horr .
that sonam had to interupt me .
actually wanted to ignore her wan .
then ii just turn larr .
then suddenly the rong siang outside my classroom .
ask tuhh take the weilin the english book .
then vanessa take give him .
then ii sooo gong lorr .
how come the rong siang help her take the book ?
then ii hackk care larr .
carn really be bothered le lorr .

after school .
follow the meng lee go home take handphone and liyu pe shirt .
that meng lee like one princess lorr .
soo many ppl wait fer her leh .
pamela , sue li , me , li yu , meng ya , vanessa at first .
then kiat xia , joey , jia jie and hui qing come wait .
WAHHHS .
soo many ppl sia .
then she dunwan go causeway then everyone never go leh .
yesterday de larr .
today we go eat the rojak .
me and meng lee share share .
joey and hui qing never eat .
only me pam meng lee kiat xia jia jie and vanessa eat .
ahhas .
they all one one each only me and meng lee share .
hahas .
we always like that de .
she pay the rojak ii pay the drinks .
hahas .
then pam share share the drinks withh us .
hahahs .
then we remember that time me jie xiong and chew kiat and meng lee eat .
ahhahs .
sooo funny !
taht stupid jie xiong keep snatchh the foood from me .
idiot de .
ahas .
but ii ALWAYS WIN !
AHHAHAS .
he loser larr .
BLEAHS !

okayes then after we eat rojak .
send the "PRINCESS" home .
ahhas .
andd ohh yeah .
my pe shirts all got princess'avlyn athalia-ann !
HAHAHAHS .
then we sit around the block lorr.
withh froggy too .
then joey wanna know who the yanhang is lor .
soo ii show .
walao .
he cheebye de leh !
not gentleman de .
whack joey de hand .
KNN !
stupid idiot shit de lorr .
wat kind of boii lai de ?!
no jiao mao !
idiot .
or got larr . until soo HAIRY !

then me jia jie joey and pamela go but bubble tea .
not near school de .
near my house opposite the woodgrove .
then pamm toook a mentos again - mint de .
then one aunty keep see us lorr .
ii thinkk she know we wan cope .
ahhahas .
idiot she .
ahhas .
then we walkk back .
then jiu go home liao .
this few days go home withh jia jie .
cause we live same blk .
then this few days withh kiat xia they all also .
yeaps .

ii thinkk ii love youu - full house korean drama

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Thursday, March 22, 2007




*Wednesday, March 21, 2007 *
Vintage}

just thought of showing yer ppl my fav sistarrhood of rejects princesses .
andd myself withh others from church (:



loook at us . trying out clothes ! hahahhas . (aint supposed to take pic inside !!)

ii loooked away . ooops .

me and des at soccer court ! smile !

we sleep just about anywhere . as long as we have each other !

smack that sis !!

me and bimbotic des at metro .

kissy kissy

me and desireee behind if yer can see her .

me and des before her and my haricuts

me and danielle candid ?

makan after easter mass 2006

michelle maria me and des ! the best eva !

the girls !

ii almost fell okayes !

happy 14th birthday gen !

the HORNY , RETARD , KINGKONG && EEYORE CRAVER !

yay . me gen dave and maria .

gorgeously lovely legs !

ii wasnt ready yet larr .

toilet acts ?

michelle and me .

loook at the cam larr michelle .

its just retarded us walking yeah .

maria and me in church toilet !

me and danielle at some place in church (:

amrish and me - his confirmation night .
michelle desiree maria me and kelvin on jojo's birthday . (see his legs ? it aint gorgeous !)
cat class ! ii was sick but ii smiled fer my peeps ! see ashley behind ?

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007




*Monday, March 19, 2007 *
Vintage}

PHEW .
today was like crazy .
sisi talkked to the malay girl .
then she come and talkk to me online all .
asking whether wan peace all .
BLEAHS !
ii din even dance a techno MOVE .
hahahs .
soo hilarious yeah ?!
then like that also got prob .
then my mum know all .
she soo kanchong .
scared ii die .
hahhas .
yeaps .
changed time table today .
yeaps !
sooo retarded larr my school the planning .
but its their school and we follow yeah .
unfortunately .
well .

then weilin suddenly withh rong siang together .
HAIYO !
ii damn blurr .
then ii heard kiat xia and rong siang break again .
now de rong siang dun like kiat xia le .
then patch fer wat ?!
sooo play feeling lorr.
haiyo .
ii dun understand also larr .
well .
ii kinda forgot wat ii did .

ohh yeah .
ii just met gian and japhethh .
hahahs .
they are retarded .
but ii love them both !
my fellow church people .
just love them (:


there is - boxcar racer

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Monday, March 19, 2007




*Thursday, March 15, 2007 *
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WAHHS .
ii dunno wats happening to gian .
he never message me this few days .
like fine larr .

maybe this whole me and youu is just a LIE .
maybe it is .
ii dunno wat to believe anymore .
today fight withh my mum all .
she dunwan me go out .
haix .
sayy dunwan me if she and ma dad divorce .
ZANG .
broke my broken heart .
haix .
it just broke into really really really even tinier bits .
cause HE broke my heart into millions of pieces .
ii need someone ELSE to fix it backk yeah ?
BUT my mum broke it down further .
sad life .
wish that special someone could be always withh me .
ii hope he knows who he is .
cause ii dun !
dammit .

3AM - busted .

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Thursday, March 15, 2007




*Tuesday, March 13, 2007 *
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OMG .
gian maybe changing church !
NOOOOO !!!
sooo NOT fair okayes !
sad like one idiot larr .
haix .
why do ALL goood things come to a BAD END !?!
soo dulan lorr .
knn .
10 march and 12 march was great !
yeaps .
neoprints on both days .
yeaps .
10 march was withh lesliee gian jojo and me .
they spoilt ALL the pics .
hahahs .
then yesterday was me maria and michelle .
WOW .
one of the best pics EVER !
really looved it .
ii shall post the pics sooon .
ahhahs .
damn lazy to scan the damn thing .
hahahas .

yesterday wanted to go esplanade or town area .
then damn little ppl .
soo we took the train wanted to go town .
okayes .
soo we took .
then half way dunwan go le .
then we took the train back .
then we went lot 1 .
walk walk walk .
then ii was like damn sad even though ii din show .
soo we saw this accessories shop .
soo ii wanted to go larr .
ahhas .
and when ii'm down , ii buy clips or rubberbands .
soo yeah .
ii bought clips about 6 which cost an incredible $2.90 ONLY !
and one rubberband which is $1 !
yeaps.
ahhas .
then we wanted to go sembawang beach .

sooo we took the train to sembawang mrt .
we passed by admiratly and woodlands like 3 times !
then we bought macs there .
the pereras wanted to buy lar .
soo ii bought first .
ii bought the prosperity burger - beeef .
then the pereras never buy !
ahhas .
they like only bought fries .
okayes larr .
then got pasar malam outside .
soo we went there larr .
ii bought siew mai and fishballs .
thinking it was nice !
pereras bought fishballs .
then we went to wait fer the bus .
ii almost finished my fries while waiting larr .
ahhahas .
then we were like damn blooody hyper .
ii was laughing on the outside but crying inside lar .
sooo yeah .
toook the bus then went there lar .
yeaps .
found a place and sat down .
yeaps .
then started eating .
the siew mai was HORRIBLE !
the fishballs tasted like ASAM ! (the powder powder thing fer guavas)
YUCKS !
ii din eat .
ahahas.
then my burger was also like spicy !
soo ii gave it to maria .
ii bet her mouth was burning !
ahahhahas !
then after that .
we were quite quiet larr .
yeaps .
ahhas .
then we went down to the beach after that .
hahas .
saw soo many dead fishes !
soo sad larr .
got one cat fish also .
the got jellyfish also !
me and michelle was like disfiuring its body .
damn grooosss .
and maria was like laughing and laughing !
ahahhas .
then we started taking pics alll .
ahhahas .
but the pics werent saved !
maria larrr !
hahahs .
anyhow press all .
ii made a thingy that says avlyn <3>
its actually his name but ii aint writing his name .
aaahahhhahhas .
then we went to slackk somewhere .
michelle wanted to play swing but there were too many kids .
yeaps .
then while waiting fer the bus .
we were singing like idiots .
ii recorded it !
ahhahas .
if yer wanna hear it ask me .
aahhahahaas .
damn hilarious larr .
such great fun when ii'm withh youu people .
love yer guys LOADS .
MUACKS !

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007




*Sunday, March 11, 2007 *
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WOOH .
last night was a wonderful night .
only me and you .
finally .
just ME ++ YOU .
it really rocked .
even though we did nothing much but walkk .
and people kept calling me and interupting me .
yeahs .
it was rather fun .
ii rather spend my time withh yer then anyone else yah ?
hmm .
its true wat they say .
why do all good things have to come to an end ?

yer went home late .
ii told you !
why dint yer go home earlier ?!
ii told yer right .
HAIX .
now ?!
wats gonna happen ?
yer may change church and all .
wat the fuck lar .
haix .
soo bloooooody sad okayes !
spending time together = rubbish in return ?
well .
ii just hope god knows wat the hell he is doing yah !
haiz .


loves yer baby .
no matter wat .

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Sunday, March 11, 2007




*Friday, March 09, 2007 *
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WAHHS .
weilin tio suspend 2 day .
ahahhahas .
until holiday then she come backk .
hahahas .
soo hilarious can ?

anyways .
going fer children's stations later yeah .
hahas .
no one going ii thinkk .
only me from the sistarrhoood .
BLEAHS .
gonnna be loner .
ahhas .
no larr .
got jojo's sistarrs .
hahahas .
they soo hilarious .
last week ii went fer the stations .
cough cough cough like an idiot .
carn take it then go down to toilet relax first .
ahhaas .
sooo funny hors .
ii dunno lar.
then today . PAMELA SOCKS GOT HOLE .
SOOOO FUNNNY .
then songting and the elaine dunno do wat withh the mashed potatoes .
suddenly on their hair and faces got .
ahhaas .
then pamela hair suddenly got straw stuck .
HAHAHAAS .
sooo lame .
until now ii dunno how to open the chilli thingy .
ahahahs .
me and pamm soo dulan lorr .
we try opening then cannot .
ahhahas .
stupidd can .
ahahhas .

then that day nel and jx push the security guard uncle motorcycle into some weird place .
ahahhas .
sooo gross .
ahhas .
then the uncle come scold .
soo lame can !
ahahhas .
dunno wat to say liao .
wanted to blogg about smt .
but forgot .
soo yah .

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Friday, March 09, 2007




*Tuesday, March 06, 2007 *
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orhs .
ii know the WHOLE thing le .
ahhas .
sooo confusing larr .
hahahs .
now ii in the middle .
but ii thinkk more withh the kiat xia lorr.
cause ii thinkk its the right thing .
weilin is really WRONG this time .

sorry lorr .
but then ii side the RIGHT people .
and weilin is WRONG .
EVERYONE SAYS IT .
and got PROVE .
thats the prob .
soo nobody can say anything le lorr .
yeaps .
dun soo flirt le larr .
flirt good meh ?
its NOT leh .
somemore give people reason say you .
FARK lorr .
ii didnt know yer is like that de lorr .
why yer make yerself look until like that ne ?
very fun meh ?!
haiyo .
ii dunno le larr .
ii dunwan enemies .
soo ii guess ii'll be out of it .
yeaps !

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007




*Monday, March 05, 2007 *
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OMG LAR .
haiyo .
my "first" day of school again was HORRIBLE .
sooo annnoying larr the people .
SOOOO many things can happen in a weeek when ii wasnt in school .
haiyo .
1 : weilin fight withh yanling .
2 : weilin and the kiat xia got probs ?
3 : weilin break withh the yanhang SOO FAST . (ALL RELATED , 123 !)
WHY SOOOOOOOOOO FLIRT ?! MY GOD LAR .
4 : pam , ying , sharon && sueli cried on friday ?
5 : NEW china girl in my class ?!
6 : rahman , azmi and aniq got same HAIRSTYLE ?!
7 : ashraf is in love MOOODS ?!
8 : kelvin got a huge ZIT on his nose . MIDDDLE SOMEMORE .
9 :still waiting fer birthday presents ! ):
10 : II AM LOVED ! HAHAHAHS . soo many ppl missed me when ii din go school !

OUHHH YEAH .
ii was sent out of literature class today larr .
sooo horrible can !
just cause ii din bring the stupid booook !
idiot .
always never give chance wan .
ask me to ROB / STEAL right !
idiot .
lucky sueli got .
then she lend me .
but fer nothing also lorr .
ahhas .
ii was like sitting outside 2n4 , going toilet all .
walking around the corriddorr .
hahas .
sooo boring larr .
lucky afiq kena send out also .
by miss amanda .
ahahas .
then ii accompany him lorr .
ahhas.
din wanna go back to class anyways .
it was BORING LAR .
hahahas .
sooo bell ring then ii went back to class .
then chinese class was damn DUMB !
eugene and jun an was damn idiotic .
cause we saw this sec one class being punished downstairs in the hot sun .
then the 2 of them damn noisy teacher send them down also .
ahahhahs .
thne whole class had to stand outside larr .
ahahs .
ii was just laughing and laughing at them .
ahhahas .
ii was like " ii also wanna go down ! ii also "
hhahahs .
made teacher damn angry larr .
ahahs .
then teacher say something to me .
ii ask them come up .
then they stupid stupid came up ! hahahahas .
then had to go back down . hahahahahas .
damn stupid larr . was damn hilarious can !
then teacher send us back into class then brought 2 of them to DM .
hahahs .
while they were downstairs .
ii saw the marker at the board and started drawing it.
ahhaha .
soooo nice larr the "HUMAN" ii drew .
ahahhas .
the FACE was damn NICE !
ahahahhahas .
soooo hilarious larr .
then ii din bring my phone sooo had my fwen help me take pic .
ahahhas .
sooooo funny and nice okayes .
ahahhas .
then my teacher keep scaring us . keep coming back to class .
ahahhas . cause she say she going down .
then she came back 3 more time lar .
hahahhas .
then we shoooooh her off .
ahahhahas .
sooo dumb can !
ahahhas .

anyways .
just talkked to kelvin fer like 1 hour and 26 seconds .
ahahhas .
sooo coooool larr .
ahhas .
then the stupid chew kiat online half way offline never say bye also .
idiot .
then now joshua marc , sivan and meng lee smsing me .
thats why bill sooo high !
ahahhas .
and my CRAPPY BRO is SCREWED from wat he claims .
god knows wats happening to all of us .
and ii thinkk he broke up withhh me .
kinda confused yeah .
need to talk sooon .
ahhas .
LOVES !

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*Friday, March 02, 2007 *
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haiz .
feeeling extremly down now ):
ii went there hoping to meet yer and spend time with yer and all yeah .
well yer .
haiz , just ignored me yeah .
like ii was a total stranger just standing there .
withh yer not knowing who ii am and yer not knowing who ii am .
who would have guessed that we actually know each other and that we ARE together .
WHO ?!
HAH .
yer just make me laugh really hard ii could cry .
really literally cry .
ii guess we arent mean fer each other yeah .
well .
ii certainly am drained out , pouring out my love to yer well yer just say :
ohh , okayes . yeah . anything . upto you . you talking to me ?
tahts all yer'll ever say yeah ?
sad sad sad .
why do yer have to do that to me yeah ?
WHY !
ii dun get yer AT ALL .
its like yer keep pushing me down every single time ii get up .
yer're NOT the one HELPING me UP but the one PUSHING me DOWN .
why ?
yer claim yer love me .
BUT deeep deeep deeep down inside ,
do YOU love me ?
cause yer certainly know ii love yer .
unless yer THINK ii dun ?
how can yer think soo if yer do ?
at least in wat ii do people can see how much ii love and care fer yer .
well , let me tell yer wat an idiot ii have been yeah ?
loving , thinking , caring , wondering , worrying how YOU are ,
EVERYDAY , EVERY MIN , EVERY SEC .
just sitting there , waiting fer yer to call me and talkk to me .
tell me how yer love me .
BUT it NEVER comes true ! ):
ii have been really really SILLY .
but wat can ii do ?
trusting yer words and taking it to heart when yer say those 3 words to me .
cause its really just RARE fer yer to say that .
well .
ii carn say anymore ,
its just hard .
really hard .
especially when ii see couples walking by .
knowing the girl gets a call from the guy almost every sec .
knowing that he EXPRESSES his love fer her .
and fer me ?
only ME , trying and hoping yer'll do the same fer me .
am ii expecting too much ?
ii dun thinkk sooo yeah ?
is that soo much to do ?
unless yer dun take me fer yer girlfwen anymore , or better , never even took me fer yer girlfwen before .
ouch , thats gonna break my heart yeah ?
AGAIN .
haiz .
gonnna emo on my bed now yeah ?
it really hurts to think about all these yeah ?
peace out .


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