*Thursday, May 29, 2008 *♥

II LOVE GIAN .
yeah he may not love me anymore .
ii cant force him .
well .
he'll always be mine to me .
haix .
and lisa ,
ii thought yer knew that .
and ii thought we were tight ):
well . fwens ii guess ?


read this :

boy: baby we need to talk
girl: (guy's name) , wat do you mean ?
boy: something has come up .
girl: wat ? wats wrong ? is it bad ?
boy: i dont want to hurt you baby .
girl: *thinks* omg ii hope he doesnt break up with me .. ii love him soo much .
boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yeah ii'm here , wats soo important ?
Boy: ii'm not sure if ii should say it .
Girl: well you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: ii'm leaving ...
Girl: baby wat are you talking about ? ii dunwan you to leave me , ii love you .
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to aboarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts &yells furiously) wat did i tell you abouttalking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!!(And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont wantyou to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill us !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wats going on
Boy: ii need to give you something tonight because ii'm leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so ii need to see you now.
Girl: ok ii will sneak out and meet you at the park
Boy: ok ii'll meet you there in 20min [They meet at a nearby park, they both hugeachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here you go, this is for you ii gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, you know ii love you...but ii have to go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)[They both go back home. And she begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says.....

you probably already know that ii'm leaving ,
ii knew this would be better if ii wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much ii care about you .
The truth is,
is that i never loved you,
i hated you so much,
you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that.
ii never cared about you ,
never wanted to talk to you,
and be around you .
you really have no clue how much ii hate you .
now that ii'm leaving ii thought you should know that ii hate you bitch ,
you never did the right thing and you were never there .
ii didn't think ii could hate someone as much as ii hate you .
and ii never want to see you ,
for the rest of my life ,
ii will never miss kissing you like before ,
ii never wan to cuddle up ,
how we used too .
ii will not miss you and that is a promise .
you never had my love ,
and ii want you to rememember that .
bitch you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me .
ii hate you soo much .
ii will not talkk to you sooon bitch ........
gooodbye .


[ girl begins to cry , throws the paper in the garbage and crys fer hours ]
...... a day passes , she sad , depressed and she feels lonely .... then she gets a phone call .

fwen : how are yer feeeling ?
girl : ii just carn believe this happened ii thought he loved me .
fwen : o , about that . he left me a message . a few days ago . he told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something ...
girl : ermm , okays .
[ she finds a piece of paper in the jacket , it says ... ]
baby , ii hope yer find this before yer read my letter . ii knew your dad might read it , soo ii switched a few words ...

hate = love
never = always
bitch = baby
will not = will

ii hope yer didn't take that seriously because ii love you withh all my heart , and it was soo hard too let you go thats why ii wanted you to run away withh me ...

girl : omg , its a letter . he does love me ! he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me . ii carn believe how stupid ii am !
fwen : lol okays but ii gotta go ... call me later .
girl : *happy*okays bye , ii'll be home waiting for my baby to call me !!
.... girl turns on tv .
[breaking news] "an airplane has crashed . over 47 young boys died , we are still searching for survivors . this is a tragedy we will never forget , this plane was flight 1-80 . it was on its way to an all boys boarding school . " reporter says .
[she turns off the tv , 3 days later , she kills herself because of the fact that the guy was dead and she had nothing left to live fer . ]

... a day after that ,
the phone rings .
nobody answers it .
it was him ,
he called to leave a message .
"its me ,
ii guess your not home soo ii called to let you know that ii'm alive .
ii missed my flight because ii had to see you one last time .
soo ii hope you're not worried .
ii am staying fer goood .
sorry if you got scared ,
ii promise to make it up to you everything will be okays !
ii love you soo much , call me asap . bye !

HAIX .
and she died fer him .
girls would do anything fer boys .
especially the one we love .
ii love gian .
bye .

ii love yer as my fwen ger .
but yer really hurt me .
the hugs .
the lovey dovey messages .
the ii love yer ii miss yer .
gosh .
yer know ii still love him .
haix .
ii really dunno wat to do with my life .
seriously .
he says he loves me .
yeah he cant choose his mum or me .
ii understand that .
but he wun choose me or her either .
that , ii am utterly disappointed in .
yeah .
well .
ii am just another bitch .
seriously .
dun mess with me .
ii AM nasty .
sadly .

ii really am fed up with everything .
soo these songs represent it or something .
haix .
the past tense of me and gian .

jay chou - an jing !
english lyrics to explain it .
yeaps .


and jolin tsai - dao dai !
english lyrics too .


AND .
an english song .
love the video .
keep watching even though the song ends .


not a million fights would make me hate you .

BOO .
today so cacat laa .
hahah .
wanted play soccer too hot go under some block slack first .
then aunty susanna wanted buy something for her police thingy .
then me and des follow her choose .
hahha .
then after that .
we go her block there slack .
hahah .
hmmm .
then gabriel made 'dinner' for us .
beef burger .
kinda nice laa .
hahha .
yeaps .
then we go behind woodgrove slack .
WALAO .
me and des danced till CRAZY !
hahha .
at least me laa .
hahahha !
damn nice and fun .
hahaha .
then reach home about 10 plus .
hahha .
yeaps .
talked to LESLIE JUDE FERNANDEZ .
HAPPY .
hahha .
lisa and indra too .
ahhaha .
hmmm .
AND ii chnaged my blogskin .
obvious right ?
HAHAH .
ciao .
tired .
tomorrow LONG DAY AT CHURCH .
then at night ii alone .
hmmm .
sadly ?
yeah .
hmmm .
ciao .

AHHHH !
today kena caught by police .
hahahhahaa .
damn cacat laa .
cause of some resident complain to them .
haha .
but they kinda fwenly laa .
yeaps .
HAHA .
hmm .
oh weeee .
II MISS LESLIE JUDE FERNANDEZ .
where is he when ii need him ?
BADLY LAA .
haix .
stupid boy , COME BACK .
urgh .
II NEED YOU !
boohoo .
anyways ,
the past few days with the peeps were FUN .
joshua pereira is fun tooo !
he's really nice .
haha .
yupp .
tomorrow cutting cake fer my TATA .
ii love him LOADS .
haha .
all ii wanna do is do him proud !
anyways , wanna go sleep le .
haha .
and ii need EARRINGS LAAAAAAA .
damn annnoying .
aahaha .
peace out honeyhs !

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
FUCHUN sec

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