*Sunday, October 05, 2008 *♥
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cat class was retarded !hahaa .but it was fun and ii kinda enjoyed the people :Dbut alan said if ii dun shut up the next time ,we gonna get seperated !thats damn sad yoo !hahaha .geneva and me laaa !frigging noisy know !hahaa .and its only 2 of us !hahaa .damn cacat !hahahaa .then after that we went live bands .haha .augustine was there .then he was going back so we decided go for a fagg .then started taking pictures all .HE CANT SMILE FOR NUTS !ahahaha .AND ,II WEBCAM-ED WITH LESLIE !AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !ii love that faggot like fcuking more then gian !HAHA .wooo !ii miss him sooo damn effing much laaaa !BOOOO .COME BACK YOU FOOOL .at least ii wouldnt feeeeel soooo alone .you and your long hair .HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE YOU LEFT ?!IT FEEELS LIKE FOREVER !DAMMMMIT .(ii think ii love you, is that even possible?!)to maria,
ii wouldnt trade any of ya'll too.
and,
you freaking made me shed a tear to your damn post!
ii love you babe:)'On a talkk cliff now ii stand,
looking down on where ii might land,
with my favourite clothes on but with a sobby face,
flashbacks remind me of the journey to this place.
One step forward,
tears roll down my cheek,
another step forward,
no happiness ii seek,
pauses at the edge and closing my eyes,
with arms outstreched,
ii let out the longest scream followed by a sigh.
Droplets of rain chills my skin,
stepping off the cliff breathing deeeply in,
falling at the speed of light,
feeling scared,
ii start to wonder if ii was really prepared.
Reflecting back,
thinking "this was it",
ending my life that no relief will send,
crying hard,
crying loud,
crying out of fear,
wishing for another chance as ii realise my death is here.
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