*Friday, March 02, 2007 *♥

haiz .
feeeling extremly down now ):
ii went there hoping to meet yer and spend time with yer and all yeah .
well yer .
haiz , just ignored me yeah .
like ii was a total stranger just standing there .
withh yer not knowing who ii am and yer not knowing who ii am .
who would have guessed that we actually know each other and that we ARE together .
WHO ?!
HAH .
yer just make me laugh really hard ii could cry .
really literally cry .
ii guess we arent mean fer each other yeah .
well .
ii certainly am drained out , pouring out my love to yer well yer just say :
ohh , okayes . yeah . anything . upto you . you talking to me ?
tahts all yer'll ever say yeah ?
sad sad sad .
why do yer have to do that to me yeah ?
WHY !
ii dun get yer AT ALL .
its like yer keep pushing me down every single time ii get up .
yer're NOT the one HELPING me UP but the one PUSHING me DOWN .
why ?
yer claim yer love me .
BUT deeep deeep deeep down inside ,
do YOU love me ?
cause yer certainly know ii love yer .
unless yer THINK ii dun ?
how can yer think soo if yer do ?
at least in wat ii do people can see how much ii love and care fer yer .
well , let me tell yer wat an idiot ii have been yeah ?
loving , thinking , caring , wondering , worrying how YOU are ,
EVERYDAY , EVERY MIN , EVERY SEC .
just sitting there , waiting fer yer to call me and talkk to me .
tell me how yer love me .
BUT it NEVER comes true ! ):
ii have been really really SILLY .
but wat can ii do ?
trusting yer words and taking it to heart when yer say those 3 words to me .
cause its really just RARE fer yer to say that .
well .
ii carn say anymore ,
its just hard .
really hard .
especially when ii see couples walking by .
knowing the girl gets a call from the guy almost every sec .
knowing that he EXPRESSES his love fer her .
and fer me ?
only ME , trying and hoping yer'll do the same fer me .
am ii expecting too much ?
ii dun thinkk sooo yeah ?
is that soo much to do ?
unless yer dun take me fer yer girlfwen anymore , or better , never even took me fer yer girlfwen before .
ouch , thats gonna break my heart yeah ?
AGAIN .
haiz .
gonnna emo on my bed now yeah ?
it really hurts to think about all these yeah ?
peace out .

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
woodgrove pri
FUCHUN sec

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