*Monday, November 27, 2006 *♥
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OH YAH .
GIAN IS NOT IN SINGAPORE ANYMORE TILL NEXT YEAR .
MISS HIM PPL .
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currently doing :
missing someone .
listening to a korean song titled : perhaps love from princess hours (:
smsing desiree .
looking at fwenster bulletin .
reposting bulletins .
getting irritated by some guy online .
finding perhaps love lyrics !
but found full hus lyrics instead , hahas . - ii think ii
now listening to call me when yer are sober .
AHHHH !
OMG OMG OMG .
this is a bulletin !
read this :
boy: baby we need to talk
girl: (guy's name) , wat do you mean ?
boy: something has come up .
Girl: wat ? wats wrong ? is it bad ?
Boy: i dont want to hurt you baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me .. ii love him soo much .
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yeah ii'm here , wats soo important ?
Boy: ii'm not sure if ii should say it .
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: ii'm leaving ...
Girl: baby wat are you talking about ? ii dunwan you to leave me , ii love you .
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to aboarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts &yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you abouttalking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!!(And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont wantyou to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would
happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wats going on
Boy: ii need to give you something tonight because ii'm leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so ii need to see you now.
Girl: ok ii will sneak out and meet you at the park
Boy: ok ii'll meet you there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hugeachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here you go, this is for you ii gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, you know ii love you...but ii have to go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)[They both go back home. And she begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says.....
(girl's name),
you probably already know that ii'm leaving ,
ii knew this would be better if ii wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much ii care about you .
The truth is,
is that i never loved you,
i hated you so much,
you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that.
ii never cared about you ,
never wanted to talk to you,
and be around you .
you really have no clue how much ii hate you .
now that ii'm leaving ii thought you should know that ii hate you bitch ,
you never did the right thing and you were never there .
ii didn't think ii could hate someone as much as ii hate you .
and ii never want to see you ,
for the rest of my life ,
ii will never miss kissing you like before ,
ii never wan to cuddle up ,
how we used too .
ii will not miss you and that is a promise .
you never had my love ,
and ii want you to rememember that .
bitch you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me .
ii hate you soo much .
ii will not talkk to you sooon bitch ........
gooodbye .
- (guy's name)
[ girl begins to cry , throws the paper in the garbage and crys fer hours ]
...... a day passes , she sad , depressed and she feels lonely ....
then she gets a phone call .
fwen : how are yer feeeling ?
girl : ii just carn believe this happened ii thought he loved me .
fwen : o , about that . he left me a message . a few days ago . he told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something ...
girl : ermm , okays .
[ she finds a piece of paper in the jacket , it says ... ]
baby , ii hope yer find this before yer read my letter .
ii knew your dad might read it , soo ii switched a few words ...
hate = love
never = always
bitch = baby
will not = willii hope yer didn't take that seriously because ii love you withh all my heart ,
and it was soo hard too let you go thats why ii wanted you to run away withh me ...
- (guy's name)
girl : omg , its a letter . he does love me ! he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me . ii carn believe how stupid ii am !
fwen : lol okays but ii gotta go ... call me later .
girl : *happy*okays bye , ii'll be home waiting for my baby to call me !!.... girl turns on tv .
[breaking news] "an airplane has crashed . over 47 young boys died ,
we are still searching for survivors .
this is a tragedy we will never forget ,
this plane was flight 1-80 .
it was on its way to an all boys boarding school . " reporter says .
[she turns off the tv , 3 days later , she kills herself because of the fact that the guy was dead and she had nothing left to live fer . ]
... a day after that , the phone rings .
nobody answers it .
it was him , he called to leave a message .
"its me , ii guess your not home soo ii called to let you know that ii'm alive .
ii missed my flight because ii had to see you one last time .
soo ii hope you're not worried .
ii am staying fer goood .
sorry if you got scared ,
ii promise to make it up to you everything will be okays !
ii love you soo much ,
call me asap .
bye !
that was it .
haiz .
she died fer him or because of him .
ii wonder why we girls treasure our guys soo much ?
haiz .
welll .
gotta go .
haiz .
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