*Tuesday, November 28, 2006 *♥

OMG .
it was all sooo perfect .
yesterday !

okays .
here it goes .
firstly , all of us was supposed to meet at 5 .
but only me and gen turned up .
time went by , joseph kelvin and des came .
only pereras din come .
soo we wanted to eat at KFC but NAHS .
we ditched the guys there and went to mac at civic .
soo yeahs .
ate there and stuffs .
took abit of pics cause my camera din have batt .
sooo yeah .
then we started being BIMBOS .
hahahs .
ii mean des was the bimbo , me and gen were ah lians hating bimbos .
sooo yeahhs .
ahhahahs .
kelvin and jojo were just like staring at us and stuff .
but we were DAMN DAMN BLOOOODY HIGH !
hahahhas .
we have no idea on wat .
me and gen even made a bimbo sucks dance (:
HAAHAS .
sooo yeahh .
on our way to church on the best we were still high soo yeah .
then when we reach church .
we saw the rest there .
hahahs .
like marissa yvonne and clique .
servers and other ppl .
soo we all went down fer the mass thingy . (YOUTH MASS)
celebrated by father t .
soooo we were all sitting together .
me gen des and michelle .
maria was in front of us with her fwen- vanessa .
sooo yeah .
we were in mass and stuff .
all hyper and stuff .
the songs were nice with the pitches all over the place first .
then slowly it became beautiful .
soo yeah .
we had unleaven bread fer communion .
sooo yeah .
when it came to peace , it was wow .
hahas .
we were peacing ppl we din really know well .
ahhahas .
but it was kinda cool .
hahas .
soo yeah .
as soon as mass ended .
we went straight fer the toilet .
dun ask me why but we did .
sooo we wanted to take pics but camera had no batt .
but we went out fer the refreshments first lars .
me and gen were like dancing the bimbo dance all the time .
sooo yeah , RETARDS .
sooo we called crappy bro over to show him lars .
sooo after that , we went to 7-11 .
me gen crappy bro michelle des maria .
we bought batteries !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
more and more pics lars .
ahahhas .
yeahs .
when we were outside taking pics fer a while ,
we saw moses frank evan kim and jeremy bruce walking back to church or smt .
hahahs .
soo yeah .
but we continued taking pics .
soooo yeah .
HAPPPY PEOPLE .
VERY VERY VERY HAPPPY .
BUT , someone had to spoil our moood lars .
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
dunwan to talkk about it .
spoiled crappy bro's moood first .
then gen's .
then mine and followed by the rest .
soo yeah .
they walked me back first .
but gen and des had to go soo yeahs .
then was left withh me and pereras .
soo yeahs .
sat under my block .
waiting fer kelvin and jojo to bring me cake .
HAHAS .
from ii wonder where lars .
soo yeah .
my parents sent the pereras home .
yeahs .
then came home , started eating loads of food my mum bought .
ahhas .
then it was like ii was msging gen and dave about SOMEONE .
the idiot who spoilt our mooood .
haiz .
sms sms sms .
crappy bro din go home till like 12 plus ?
he was in the rain lars .
then he had fever .
all because of an idiot .
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH !
ii dunwan to blog anymore .
sooo pissed off .

OH YAH .
GIAN IS NOT IN SINGAPORE ANYMORE TILL NEXT YEAR .
MISS HIM PPL .
):
currently doing :

missing someone .
listening to a korean song titled : perhaps love from princess hours (:
smsing desiree .
looking at fwenster bulletin .
reposting bulletins .
getting irritated by some guy online .
finding perhaps love lyrics !
but found full hus lyrics instead , hahas . - ii think ii
now listening to call me when yer are sober .
AHHHH !

OMG OMG OMG .
this is a bulletin !
read this :

boy: baby we need to talk

girl: (guy's name) , wat do you mean ?

boy: something has come up .

Girl: wat ? wats wrong ? is it bad ?

Boy: i dont want to hurt you baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me .. ii love him soo much .

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yeah ii'm here , wats soo important ?

Boy: ii'm not sure if ii should say it .

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: ii'm leaving ...

Girl: baby wat are you talking about ? ii dunwan you to leave me , ii love you .

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to aboarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts &yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you abouttalking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!!(And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont wantyou to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would
happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wats going on

Boy: ii need to give you something tonight because ii'm leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so ii need to see you now.

Girl: ok ii will sneak out and meet you at the park

Boy: ok ii'll meet you there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hugeachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here you go, this is for you ii gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, you know ii love you...but ii have to go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)[They both go back home. And she begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says.....

(girl's name),
you probably already know that ii'm leaving ,
ii knew this would be better if ii wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much ii care about you .
The truth is,
is that i never loved you,
i hated you so much,
you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that.
ii never cared about you ,
never wanted to talk to you,
and be around you .
you really have no clue how much ii hate you .
now that ii'm leaving ii thought you should know that ii hate you bitch ,
you never did the right thing and you were never there .
ii didn't think ii could hate someone as much as ii hate you .
and ii never want to see you ,
for the rest of my life ,
ii will never miss kissing you like before ,
ii never wan to cuddle up ,
how we used too .
ii will not miss you and that is a promise .
you never had my love ,
and ii want you to rememember that .
bitch you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me .
ii hate you soo much .
ii will not talkk to you sooon bitch ........
gooodbye .
- (guy's name)




[ girl begins to cry , throws the paper in the garbage and crys fer hours ]

...... a day passes , she sad , depressed and she feels lonely ....
then she gets a phone call .

fwen : how are yer feeeling ?

girl : ii just carn believe this happened ii thought he loved me .

fwen : o , about that . he left me a message . a few days ago . he told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something ...

girl : ermm , okays .

[ she finds a piece of paper in the jacket , it says ... ]

baby , ii hope yer find this before yer read my letter .
ii knew your dad might read it , soo ii switched a few words ...

hate = love

never = always

bitch = baby

will not = will

ii hope yer didn't take that seriously because ii love you withh all my heart ,
and it was soo hard too let you go thats why ii wanted you to run away withh me ...
- (guy's name)

girl : omg , its a letter . he does love me ! he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me . ii carn believe how stupid ii am !

fwen : lol okays but ii gotta go ... call me later .

girl : *happy*okays bye , ii'll be home waiting for my baby to call me !!

.... girl turns on tv .

[breaking news] "an airplane has crashed . over 47 young boys died ,
we are still searching for survivors .
this is a tragedy we will never forget ,
this plane was flight 1-80 .
it was on its way to an all boys boarding school . " reporter says .

[she turns off the tv , 3 days later , she kills herself because of the fact that the guy was dead and she had nothing left to live fer . ]

... a day after that , the phone rings .
nobody answers it .
it was him , he called to leave a message .
"its me , ii guess your not home soo ii called to let you know that ii'm alive .
ii missed my flight because ii had to see you one last time .
soo ii hope you're not worried .
ii am staying fer goood .
sorry if you got scared ,
ii promise to make it up to you everything will be okays !
ii love you soo much ,
call me asap .
bye !


that was it .
haiz .
she died fer him or because of him .
ii wonder why we girls treasure our guys soo much ?
haiz .
welll .
gotta go .
haiz .

HAIZ .
ii am fucking sad .
just when we were getting closer , his mum had to break us up .
like wat the ?
haiz .
she must be thinking ii aint goood enough fer her boy .
haiz .
wellll .. ii guess she's right .
and ii am sooo sorry ii toook him from yer .
haiz .
just to let yer know , our studies are fine .
in fact , we did well .
our studies arent affected .
haiz .
ii dunno wats wrong withh me .
ii miss him loads .
haiz .
ii guess when we broke up , or when yer mum broke us up was on 23 november ?
omg , my favourite number .
like wat the fuck cans ?
haiz .
ii love him lars .
wats the mum fucking problem .
like wat the fuck can .
ii wonder wat ii am gonna do withh my life now .
haiz .
ii wun be able to survive without yer .
just to let yer know .
haiz .
ii love my baby ):
but we carn be together .
haiz .
wishing all relationships to go well !
dun end up like mine .
haiz .
wonder wat ii am gonna do withh my life now .
haiz .
end it ?

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY GIAN .
LOADS OF LOVE FROM EVERYONE !
WHEEEEE .
NOW LOOOOK AT THE PICS AND ENJOY !

desiree and kris on the bus to camp !

japeth and his cousin jaryl .

crazy times together , gen and michelle !

wat is this lars . HAHAS .



precious cake , NO ONE ATE IT . EVERYONE played withh the cream !

gian ! dun run away ! cut yer cake !

run away and yer get yer ears pulled ! (father T style XP)

he loooks weird ! HAHAS .

HAHAS . cream all over yer .

HAHAHAS . EAT YER CAKE .

muhahahas . dun be shy !

GIRL FIGHT ! HAHAS .

mini party photo of us ! WHEEEEEE !

WATS THIS !

YIPPPPPPPIEEEES !!
HAHAHHHAS .
casino royale is nice .
right gian !
HAHAHAS (:
HAPPPPY 13th BIRTHDAY !

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
back from campping !!!!
yipppppppeeeees !!!!!!!
HAHAHHAS .
we just celebrated gian's birthday even though its tomorrow .
HAHHAAHAS .
kanchong people lars .
carn be blamed .
HAHAHHAS .
gen , michelle , des , kristel , me , best fwen(joseph) , kelvin .
and GIAN of course .
hahahhahas .
we bought cake .
YAY .
hahhahas .
soooo small . sooo expensive .
HAHHHAAS .
but nevermind .
hahhas .
it was stupid and fun lars .
HAHHAHAS .
under one void deck we all lighting the candles all .
sooooo crazy can .
then gian the birthday boi dunwan to take pic .
HAHHAHAS .
lucky des always take candid pics .
then can snap shot him !
HAHHAHHAS .
the pic damn bloooooooooooooooooooody cute lars !
HAHHAHHAS .
ii shall post it on my next post .
HAHHAAS .
then he'll just kill me fer doing that .
HAHHAHS .
then we all keep putting cream on his face .
damn funnny lars .
then we dun allow him to take the cream away .
HAHHAS .
okays lars . maybe the rest allowed .
BUT CONFIRM NOT ME .
HAHAHHAHAS .
ii am soooo mean right ?
ahhhas .
wat to do .
best fwens wat .
muhahahhas .
then he put back on me !
soooo unfair .
ahahhas .
its like not my birthday lars .
ahahhas .
but its my best fwen birthday sooo yeah ...
no choice right .
HAHAHAHAS .

ooooooooooooooooooooo .
camp camp camp .
we had masss , pray overs .
mad dances .
punishments .
crazy stuffs .
loooking forward fer next year's camp already .
OHHHHHH YAH .
gian had it tough during camp !
HAHHAHAS .
he had to err , kneeel down and say sorry to us fer nothing .
got pinched REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD by father T .
HAHHAS .
then got mark all , sooooooooooooo pooor thing lars .
ii see also sad seh , sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo painful lars .
hahahas .
wellll .
HAHHAS .
he even had to use his head and like touch our toes ?
HAHAHHAHAHAHS .
retarded lars .
hahahs .
then its like we learn one song only .
my batch damn uncooperative can !
irrritating lars .
ii mean , ppl scold already right .
dunnno how to stop and shut up wan can !
then we had this period of time fer studying fer test lars .
then the girls were playing , if sleep nevermind lars .
but ppl come in scold us say no talking all already .
then screaming all .
like wat the hell lars .
then ii say dunno wat all .
the whole dorm shut up lars .
ahahhahahs .
damn funnnny lars .
anyways .
sleeeeeepy .
gonnna sleeeep .
bye.
nights .
gottta wake up at 12am to wish my best of best fwens gian !
yipppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees !!!!!!!

Bold the statments that are true to you
Italise the statements that you wish are true
Leave the lies alone
Then stab 3 ppl to do the same thing
Forced to do this cause danielle and leslie stabbed me !

I miss somebody right now
I do not watch tv now days
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games
I have tried marijuana
I have been in a threesome
I believe honesty is the best policy
I have changed mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere wit me
I curse
I'm totally smart
I've broken someones bones
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would get plastic surgery if it was 100% safe free of cost and scar free
I need money right now
I love sushi
I talk really really fast
I have long hair
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have at least one sibling
i have worn fake eyelashes,hair,fingernails
I couldn't survive without caller id
I like the way i look
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings
I have a hidden talent (if its hidden how do we noe)
I'm always hyper
I have lots of friends
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweat pants or pj's
I love to shop
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat
I don't hate anyone
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrased to be seen with my mum
I have a cell phone
I believe in god
I watch Mtv on a daily basis
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
I've rejected someone before
I want children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I've called the cops on a friend before
I'm not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I'm shy around the members of the opposite sex
I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush before
I have tried alcohol before
I own the southpark movie
Iwould die for my bestfriend
I think pizza hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance in my career
I Love Michael Jackson
Halloween is awesome because of all the free candy
I watch spongebob Squarepants and i like it
I am happy at this moment
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i know
I study for tests most of the time
I am comfortable with who i am right now
I have more than just my ears pierced
I walk barefoot whenever I can
I have jumped of a bridge
I love sea turtles
I spend ridiculous money on makeup
I plan on achieving a major goal or dream
I am good at a musical instrument
I have worked at macdonalds
I hate office Jobs
I love sci fi movies
I think water rules
I went to college out of state
I like sausages
I love kisses
I fall for the worst people
I adore bright clours
I can't live without black eyeliner
I don't know why i did this stupid thing
I usually like covers better than originals
I can pick up things with my toes
I can't whistle
I can move my tongue in waves
I have ridden/owned a horse
I still have every Journal i have written in
I can't stick to a diet
I talk in my sleep
I try to forget things by drowning them out with distractions
I have jazz in my blood
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time
I wear a toe ring
I can't stand at least one person that i'm working with
I am a caffeine junkie
I cosplay or noe wat cosplaying is
I have been to over 15 conventions
I will collect anything the more nonsensical the better
I'm an artist
I only clean my room when necessary
I like someone of the same sex
I love being happy
I'm an adrenaline junkie

AHHHHHH .
yesterday was damn fun .
hahhas .
HAHHAS .

first we met in church .
hahas .
then ii saw michelle and maria holding rackets .
only got 2 but 4 of us .
then they ask me go up and take .
hahas .
then they followed me lars .
ahhas .
then we alll damn blooody hyper ii tell yer .
ii also dunnno why .
ahhas .
then we go to the 5 flooor .
wanted to take pic of joseph , augustine and gab .
cause they were in church waiting .
dunno fer wat .
they just finished jogging .
yupps .
ahhahs .
then cannot see .
sooooo many treees bloocking .
then we go up 6 flooor .
then we took of them .
ahhahs .
going up the stairs , michelle almost fell .
maria fell !
HAHAHHAS .
damn blooody funny cans .
hahhas .

then we go back down lars .
ahhas .
then we go play fer awhile .
ohh yahs .
when we met in church we went to 7 eleven first .
ahhas , then go up my house .
ahhas .

anyways .
then des keep asking maria and michelle whether they were hungry lars .
cause when they were hungry then we would eat our donuts .
HAHAHHAS .
horrible ppl right ?
HAHHAHS .
but ii shared lars .
ahahhas . ii not selfish ders .
HAHAHHAHAS .
then michelle and maria made "hot chocolate" .
the reason why we even wanted to go to church .
ahhahas , me and doshie din drink lars .
hahas .
it was diluted ! HAHAHHAS .
soo they had to drink diluted stuffs .
aahahahahhahs .
damn funnny !!!

okays lars .
sooo doshie and ii was hungry still .
ahahhahahas .
damn funnny .
then we go behind the bakery .
we bought stuffs tooo eat like bread .
ahhahahahs .
then the pereras FREELOADED .
ahahahas .
tooooooo much .
then me and doshie ordered wafers .
ahhahas .
then must wait very long .
sooo we open the bread and ate at the bakery lars .
ahhahas .
then we looked like homeless people lars .
aahhahahhas .

then we found snort on the wall .
HAHHAHAS .
then michelle and maria dunno why circling around each other .
dAMN FUNNNNY .
HAHHAHAS .
then doshie started bursting out in laughter .
she started laughing damn bloooody weirdly .
HAHHAHAS .
mad woman .
then we walked back .
then the guys started playing lars .
ahahhas .
augustine was goood .
better then gab .
its like -- augustine , joseph and gabriel !
HAHHAHS .

lalalaloserrrrs .
hahahhas .
damn funnnny cans .
ahhahhas .
alright .
we played somemore .
this time , michelle was damn aggressive cans !
ahhahas .
she keeep saying about nick .
ahahhahas .
stupidd blabber .
asss withhout hole .
ahahhas .

then gab , augustine and jojo stopped us from playying .
we decided to play tag .
HAHHAS .
then michelle and des was the catcher first .
ahahhas .
we played in church .
ahhahas .

then me , augustine , jojo , maria and gab had to hide .
ahhahahs .
damn blooody funny lars .
then when michelle and des came to find us , we run through the hall .
hahhas .
then we run back .
tehn we went back to hide .
then augustine and jojo and gab were seperated from me and maria .
sooo we went back to the place where we first hid .
suddenly , jojo and austin came through the dooor .
give me and maria a bloooody shock .
hahahahas .

then gab was alone .
then after like 5 mins .
he came through the dooor .
then maria and jojo run away first .
HAHAS .
then me and austin was like behind the doorr .
then we thought we got caught liao lars .
then it was only gab . HAHAS .
then we sat there fer awhile more .
then like boring .
then we went down .
then austin and jojo like hero walking away lars .
then me , maria and gab was hiding at the air con there . YUCKS .
hahahas . then suddenly .
jojo and austin shouted michelle and des coming lars .
hahahahhas . then we hiding there .
suddenly that stupidd doshie sayy "BOO" .
then me and maria scream ii tell you .
hahahahas .
then ii din wanna run away then maria pushing me .
ahahahhas . then ii finally ran away .
hahahhahas . but michelle managed to catch maria .
ahhahahhahhas . and doshie caught austin .
yuppps ..
hahahahas .
soo actually supposed to be maria and austin lars .
hahhas . but it became gab and austin . yupps .
hahahhas . then it was like jojo was the only boi lars .
ahhahahs . then me maria michelle dos all run away first .
HAHHAS . then we went downstairs to hide .
but it was a bad idea .
sooo we went to the err , beside the library staircase there to hide .
ahahhahas . then we waited there .
then the stupid jojo keep looking out .
then he suddenly shout errr .
"they come already they come already ! "
aahhahs .
then soooo kachong lars .
then ii wanted to run out but gab tagged me .
hahahs .
then he grab me and maria arms damn blooody tight can .
it was damn blooody pain lars .
ahhahhas . then we ask him let go all he dunwan . idiot right !
ahhahhas . then me and maria was the catcher .
hahhas .
then when we went up .
me and maria got seperated lars .
soo we just went lars . like carry on .
sooo after that , ii saw dos at the staircase , behind wan .
hahas .
sooo ii hide from her first cause ii din wan her to see me .
then ii slowly went up to her .
she started screaming .
then cause jojo was behind her , and he had no where to go .
ii went to catch him first .
hahahs .
but austin and gab was just opp .
sooo exactly got two catcher lars .
soo ii let jojo run .
ahhahhas . then since austin and gab was already catcher once .
ii let them go .
ii ran away jojo , just nice , maria came .
HAHHAHAS . sooo he kinda got caught .
then gab ran away .
then maria went after him .
ahhahhas .
then this time , jojo and gab was the catcher .
hahahhas .
then austin the only guy .
hahahas .
then damn funny .
since all gers .
we hide together .
ahahhahahs .
we went up to the library to hide .
hahahhs .
then cause throughout the whole game nobody hid there yet .
then the stupid lights din wanna go off .
soooo irritating cans !
hahahs .
then he caught us all at one short .
ahahhas .
damn funny .
then go home time lars .
hahhahas .
damn tired can !
ahhahahahhahahas .
damn fun also lars .
ahhahhas .
then gab , jojo , dos and austin went to eat ii thinkk .
then me and the pereras went home .
hahahhas .
then ii came home , bath eat and on the com .
wanted to blog .
but mum came home half way then screaming like one idiot .
could not talkk on the phone or on the com .
IRRRITATING .
anways .
she is shouting again .
sooooo gottta gooo .
bye .
ENJOY MY STORY (:

AHHH .
hahas .
ii am crazy .
today woke up bath and went out .
hehe .
went to eat japanese foood .
hahas .
but assholes .
they dun have the proper rice which ii wanted .
thats ANNNOYING .
urghhhhh .
hahas .
then its like ii ate octopus or something like that .
and yesterday ii ate GONG GONGS .
YUCKS .
din knew ii would every touch that !
hahahahs .
but its quite okays lars .
hahahs .
then my tata was drunk yesterday .
hahahs .
he was really really drunk can .
hahahs .
he eyes like damn scary all .
hahahas .

ohh yahhs .
michelle has her internet back .
yipppppy !
ahhahs .
and dave is really pissed with blogger .
hahas .
he carn go in or something .
yupps .
and ohh yahs .
my fwenster has this slide show .
hahhas .
its damn funny lars .
cause its all the pics uploaded from my cousin's hse .
hahahs .
we certainly can take pics eveywhere anywhere lars .
and anytime and everytime .
HAHAHAHS .
shiokk yeahs ?
ahhas .
memories !!!!
yay .
anyways .
parents home .
mum nagging .
AS USUAL .
gotta goess ......

AHHH .
friday night to saturday early morning was HELL fer me .
haiz .
he wanted to break up withh me .
he thought he wasnt right fer me .
and by breaking withh me , he was doing a favour to me .
BUT , its NOT a favour at all .
cause ii love him .
ii always did .
ii dun thinkk he trust me anymore .
ii dun understand why .
he says a guy likes me .
he thinkks he will lose to this guy .
like wat the ?
dun he trust me as his girlfwen !?
URGHHH .
then the first time he said he wanted to break withh me .
ii cried , but know wat he said ?
yer have officially been PUNK'D .
and ii was like WTFFF !!!!
he said he had nothing better to do .
wow .
shattering this heart of mine was having fun !
omg .
ii tell yer .
ii was like damn angry and damn blooody sad lars .
ii mean , how could he do that lars ?

haiz .
then we talkk fer awhile .
he still said we should break up .
cause he was a useless something something all lars .
then ii was like NONONONONO .
but he was like BUTBUTBUTBUT .
ii also dunno lars .

maybe he doesnt love me anymore ?
found a better girl ?
haiz .
ii dunnno !
ii have a headache .
din sleep welll .
haiz .

anyways .
ii am blurr and have no clue on wat to do .
ii'll let god decide fer me yeahs ....
haiz .
god betterr be fast .
before ii do stupid stuffs .
haiz .
anyways .
gotta go ....


















mused 1.07pm .

this is a very meaningful song if yer thinkk about it .
who does it remind yer of ?
anyone comes to yer head ?
thinkk of that special someone .
yay (:

there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it's still a little hard to say what's going on

there's still a little bit of your ghost your witness
there's still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that i can't say what's going on

stones taught me to fly
love taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball

there's still a little bit of your song in my ear
there's still a little bit of your words i long to hear
you step a little closer to me
so close that i can't see what's going on

stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannon..
stones taught me to fly
and love taught me to cry
so come on courage
teach me to be shy
cause it's not hard to fall
and i don't wanna scare her
it's not hard to fall
and i don't wanna lose
it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know

cannonball by damien rice .

wooohooo .
something interesting happened to me today .
HAHAHHAS .
ii went cycling .
yay .
FINALLY , ii was allowed to go .
hahahas .
cause my mum wasnt home .
HAHHAS .
then my dad allowed me to go .
YAY .
hahas .

michelle came using marilyn's bicycle .
HAHAHS .
damn small and damn bloody funny !
ahahahs .

we cycle dunno where all .
then we went to this unknown place .
then no cars all .
hahas .
then this "no tresspassing and no dumping"
HAHAHS .
then when we going in , we had to bend our heads down .
hahhas .
then when we were inside .
talk talk talk . hahas .
then we wanted to go off , we saw someone .
walaos .
ii tell yer .
we saw someone then we chiong our way out ii tell yer .
speeding only .
hahas .
damn blooody funny .
ahahs .

then we went to old imh .
hahhas .
damn alot of bats and longkang ii tell yer .
hahas .
got lots of vandalism also .
hahas .
all the gang gang all .
ahhas .

nonsense .
hahas .
then we inside fer like 10 mins only .
then come out liaos .
hahahs .
cause inside quite boring .
hahas .

then we come out liaos .
err , we cycle down the slope damn blooody nice !
HAHAHHAS .
the wind was just , POWER .
DAMN SHIOKK .
HAHAS .

hahas .
then we go to the checkpoint .
hahas .
eat ice kachang .
ii din eat .
no cash and ii carn finish it by myself .
hahas .
then now talking to augustine online .
now ii am nakama .
ii also dunno wats that .
ahhas .
damn retarded .

talking to my cousins on the phone now .
mad people .
ahhahs .
shirin and nevin .
hahahas .
somemore ii just only put down withh leslie .
hahahs .
cause my mum say cannot talkk on the phone .
hahahs .
then my cousins on the phone withh me .
she carn say anything .
HAHAHS .
stupid loser .
she just carn stand to see me happy .
blooody irritating .
URGHHHHH .
wat the fuck is wrong lar .
only care fer sean and lexine .
HORRRRIBLE WOMAN .
ahahs.
gotta go .
bye .











mused 12.47am !

Love me or hate me , ii dun really give a shit . Hate me , just close the freaking window . No one asked you to come here in the first place . And you better not freaking spam me ! Other than that , WELCOME(:

♥Avlyn;Alice;
Antoinette♥

♥avlyn athalia-ann
16 FEBRUARY 1993
16
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